Thursday, September 11, 2014

Title of today's post would make a great title for a caption, don't you think? Oh, by the way, I'm back! I've said this many times before, I know, but what i mean to say is, I'm back from San Antonio! WOO! No, i haven't been over there this entire time, but most of my time has been wrapped up with that and many, many personal issues, including my mom being admitted into the hospital for a week. ok, so, where to start?

Alright, i suppose I should start with my mom's stay in the hospital. WE all came down with a nasty bit of flu here while back and couldn't get over the cough. It got to my mom so bad that she pulled her musscles away from her adombinal wall. (ouch is an understatement!) She already has blood clots and takes blood thinner, so I'm afraid it lead to a fist sized clot in the injury. She's been out for about 2 weeks now and it's still hurting her. Any prayers and well wishes you have would be greatly appreciated!

How about the house now? Well, the only thing I can say about it, is that it's finally over! We got enough to possibly move out of the house, but not enough to repair the damages they let decay over time. So that is where we stand now, looking for a way out of this house before it falls in on us. I want to say SOOO much more about it, but that's basically it. it went very well and things are looking up!

San Antonio was a blast by the way! It was my first time spending the night, much less 3, in another city. Heck, my first time in a hotel! We did lots of free things around the city when we weren't handling the legal issues on the second day over there. Saw the north star mall, the river walk, the largest comic book store in the area and the Alamo! The river walk was just amazing! I might be a little star struck though, since it was my first "vacation" that lasted longer than an afternoon.

 I don't want to go into everything that's happened to me these last few weeks, or heck, months/years! Since it would just be depressing. But if we can move into a new house, I might have more privacy to cap and post! Since we got hit by that car all those years ago, we have been severely limited in our living space. It's a very exciting time, especially now that things have calmed down health wise and we can take a breather.

Thank you everyone for your well wishes and wonderful thoughts! Now let's hope I can have some fun this Halloween season! ^_^

PS: I hope I haven't lost my spot at the haven. Things being as crazy as they have been, I've had no chance to check or cap anyone back.

Monday, July 21, 2014

MY Absence

I know that I owe you all an apology, not excuses. But, I'm afraid that I have to give you both. As some of you may remember, My house was hit by a car about 3 years ago. What you don't know, it's STILL an issue. I can't say much, but there's been some legal issues and as of late, that seems to be coming to a head.

So, while all of that is working it self out, i rarely have any time to cap or to even hop on and say where I've been. Even now I'm panicking and looking over my shoulder to make sure no one is looking at my screen. Hopefully, when this is all said and done I will be able to get back into the game and share with you a few new pieces of work.

I am happy to say that this isn't bad news, so there is that! But, it just stinks not being able to even say hello. One bright spot though, when I'm not busy with the house or something else, I have been brushing up on a few new skills that i hope will open up my future. I won't say what, but it's very exciting for me. ^_^

Again, i'm sorry and i hope you all understand. Maybe next time I post, it will be a cap. actually, I'm sure of it! I do have to repay some caps at the haven after all. heh.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

I'm sorry that today's post is not coming with a brand new caption, but I hope to have something to show to all of you soon. ^_^ Instead, I wanted to make a post as a thank you to those that have shown they care and kept me in their thoughts while I was away. It's all been very depressing and just hearing from my friends means a lot.

I would like to thank Mistress Mimi, Madame Tammy, Mister Brighton, Lady Katelyn, Cindy, Miss Cherry, Miss Jessica sweetheart, Samantha A, Dain, Saucysean, Greatgooglymoogly, Candy, Cam, and Rachel for providing me with a means to get back online a little more regularly! (And Courtney!)  Thank you girls and guys for being so wonderful and sticking by my side during the rough patches. ^_^

Things have been bad for a while now, and the future is quite uncertain. My house could very well fall in any day, and the contractor we got in touch with a while back has even refused to step foot in the house because he is certain the house will fall in.

Even more serious, is the health issues my family has had recently and how many times I've been woken up in the middle of the night to hear that my grandpa has come so close to death, that they weren't even sure they could do anything for him. But things might be turning around and I can see looking over the names listed, that I've been truly blessed with real, caring individuals. Thank you for the well wishes and thank you for the belated (or otherwise), happy birthday wishes.

I've lost a couple of friends this year and I've occasionally become very depressed, even more so then usual. But knowing that I have people who keep me in their thoughts means a great deal. Thank you girls/guys, and thank you to all of my readers for just stopping by and reading my caps. Have a wonderful holiday season and Happy thanksgiving! ^_^

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Where I've been

Hello Everyone. I know it's been a while since I've posted, but things have just gotten far, far worse over here then I care to admit. For one, you all know that my grandpa was already in bad shape while I was posting back in October. Well, He's doing a little bit better health wise, he's not doing so great mentally. There's been a lot of changes in his life, and ever since then he's been under careful watch at a hospital, trying to determine how to improve his overall health.

And then of course my issues with my house is still a large problem. As most of you know, my house was hit by a car about 3 years ago and ever since then we have been having issues with the insurance company. So while we get that sorted out, more and more of the front of our house is falling to the ground. It's now a good two foot lower then it was, and a few doors inside the house are impossible to shut close.

Finally, my pc caught fire in my lap and nearly burned me. Needless to say, my computer, for what ever reason, is dead. I don't have the money to check it out, much less get it fixed, so i'm relying on others to allow me time on there's.

There was some good news recently and that is that I had a good birthday with my family. But I do have to say that I'm disappointed to see that NO ONE at the haven wished me a happy birthday and only one person even checked on me while I've been gone. Now, some people at DX and just people I know in general, did.

I hope you are all doing well and I hope to be back on my feet and capping again some time in the future. It's been a bit depressing lately, and I'm glad to see that I do have some people who really do care and I can't thank them enough. I truly appreciate all of those who keep me in their thoughts and prayers and please know that I am doing the same for you. I count you as a friend as much as you did me.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

days gone by






Anyone active with in this TG blogasphere has probably heard the news already. But For those that haven't, a few prominent Members of the community are now stepping away. Caitlyn Masked, Smitty, and Alectra.

Smitty is definitely leaving and Caitlyn Masked and Alectra are unsure of what the future may hold. But in any case, I do wish them all the best. It's bitter sweet, but I completely understand their reasons.

For Caityn, she's achieving a long term goal of becoming a nurse and I can't be happier for her. I will miss being able to chat with her almost daily and checking in on her wonderful work. She might return some day, but you can't deny that things are changing and It doesn't mean that it's a bad thing.

Alectra is also a Maybe, and it Might not be as permanent. But she's not exactly feeling 100% and I think all of us can relate. She's had a busy, stressful few months on her shoulders and I will miss seeing her around the haven if She decides to step away from it. I understand her reasons and I do wish her the best.

Smitty is leaving his blog and will be removing it at the end of august. He's not done with Captions or creating, but his focus is moving away from the TG themed stories.

I think you would be hard pressed to find an artist who has been as prolific and as active as he was, so even if you didn't enjoy his works, I'm sure his absence will be felt by all. If you would like to still follow Smitty and see what new work he's up too, then check out his tumblr here

If you enjoyed any of these artists work, Please stop by and leave a few words of encouragement, some heart felt goodbyes and let them know what the hours of entertainment and just thoughtful posts they have left, meant to you. I'm sure they would love to hear from you and it will help put a smile, or in some cases, keep a smile on their faces as they move forward in their lives.

I've been a member of this community for a looong time and I've seen a lot of people come and go. I was a member of the Haven's beta site and I'm still a member to this day. I've been a member of various TG sites over the years and I've created my own blog to showcase my work, so I've seen a lot over the years with in this small gathering of like minded folks.

I've Seen many members come and go, and It never get's any easier. I believe there is barely a handful of the members from the old beta version of the haven and there's even fewer from the older days of the official opening of the forum.

Though I do have some of the newer members from the haven that joined a few years after me I still call friends, Like DeeSimone and Angel. I've also met a few newer members like SG11 who are still around or just getting started. I will always have a special place in my heart for those I used to stay up hours chatting with.

I miss those old friends, but I'm thankful to know that Smitty, alectra and Caitlyn have all gotten to say something before they stepped away. It's also easier knowing that they are doing so for the right reasons, not because of some tragic emergency popping up.

I'm always here if any of you deiced to come back or just stop by, and I would always love to hear from you. My E-Mail, my haven account, and just my Yim is always open. ^_^


Sunday, April 14, 2013

Depression

Today's post isn't a caption or any sort of TG related entertainment. So if you don't really want to read anything serious or depressing, please skip this post and check out some of my past caps, or some of the links off to the left.


Monday, December 24, 2012

Why this picture? Because I love it!
Seasons greetings everyone!  ^_^ No caption today, but I have some links to some very special blogger's out there.

You may have heard of them already, or maybe even seen them in the link's second to the left of the screen there. But, for those that haven't heard of them, or haven't checked them out in a while, then why don't you stop on by and see what they have to offer?

First up, is Deementia. She's the one that came up with this idea so we could get the word out about smaller, lesser known or brand new bloggers out there. Saddly, I didn't get any link submissions for anyone new to my link list, but I'm having a lot of fun doing a bit of a write up on my friends and fellow caption artists.

Take Dee for example, she's developed a style all of her own over the years through wonderful use of Photoshop, and clever word play. Also, ton's of pop culture references, both well known and obscure. I picked the caption above because I think it highlights one of her strong story elements, the unaware sissy/victim.


Next up is Leeanne, from leeanne's sissy musings. She has made a couple of traditional captions that I probably could have chosen, but one of my favorite aspects of her blog is the quick sissy scenarios she posts. She takes a picture and add's a bit of text, twisting the scene to add a bit of sissy flair. But instead of picking one of them to highlight, I thought I would post a picture that she might enjoy. Oh, and she has written a story with 28 chapters! You can check it out here!

And here is Alectra! She has a lot i could have posted, but I thought I would go against the grain and post one of her quickies. She specializes in latex/magic themed captions with some split personality thrown in for good measure. She's also one of the rare caption artists that can, and does cap from the Mistresses perspective. So check her out, if your into that sort of thing. (who isn't? ;) ) 

And finally, we have Caitlyn from Caitlyn's masks. She has made a lot of lovely captions, and some for me personally. But I wanted to highlight the first caption I had read from her, and one of the few caps that hit me with a wave of nostalgia, from the days I would read captions on the old Lycos groups. Hard to explain what it is about this caption, but it reminds of some of the best captions I would stumble across back then, and I used to read a LOT! So only a few ever really stood out to me. If I wanted to describe caitlyns story telling ability's in just a couple of words, i would say they are very detail orientated, which i love! And follow a natural progression that makes sense. Another thing I love!

Ok, so that's it! I hope you have a great holiday season and that you enjoy all of today's artists. I'll try to keep this blog updated through out the holiday season, and I'll see you after Christmas! ^_^


Friday, July 20, 2012

updates

I really wanted my next post to the blog to be something TG Caption related. But Sadly, The demo for comic life and comic life 2, have been removed. So, The only way I can gain access to any of my un-posted and in some cases unfinished work, is to download the whole program and put in the register number and all that. Maybe I can steal away enough time to check my online storage programs and find one all ready to post, But That would mean looking through NSFW images and... that's really tricky at the moment.

I wanted to thank each and every person that left me well wishes in my last post, and in the various forums I frequent. I can't reply in a timely fashion, but I have got the chance to at least read them and it means a lot to me.

In other news, I do know for a fact, that my laptop is in for repairs and I should be hearing something about it soon. I hope it's good news, As I would hate to jump on them for not taking care of this sooner.


Next is a bit off topic for this blog, But also an important message, or reminder, how ever you would like to take it.  It's about the recent tragedy that struck a dark knight rises movie showing, and if you don't want to read something depressing such as that, on this blog that is more sexually fueled and meant to be enjoyed, I understand. So, I will be placing it past the page break.



Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Hello everyone. No, I'm not back yet, the laptop is still away and will be for a couple of weeks. But, I do have access to a digital backup service that has a few of my un-posted captions. But it would require me having to jump through some hoops just to grab one picture, download a copy of comic life on to this computer, export the file as a jpg, post it to my blog, and finally remove all evidence of that from this pc.

But, Then I get on here and am disappointed in the very cold and practically non-existent words of encouragement from my reader's. I rarely say anything about the lack of comments, I mean.. I do ok in that department thanks to my friends. But I have 373 follower's and get anywhere from 3000 views, (when I don't update) to 10'000 views when I do. That is a lot of people coming in and then just leaving with out saying anything at all.

Most of the time I'm ok with it, people just want to come in and read the caps and leave. But when ever I post something serious, something that effects me at all times of the day and when I need those words of encouragement most! I get nothing... Look at the last serious post I made on here, Laptop repair. It has one comment on it, My friend Ginger was kind enough to give me the word's of encouragement and well wishes that I desperately needed.

Go back even further then that and look at the last serious issue I had on this blog, Halloween heel's. My friend Caitlyn was the only one to leave a comment for me. When my aunt ruby passed away and I lost two puppies. There's more to it then that in the post, But the point is, not a single reader tried to reach out to me and showed how much they appreciated that I keep this blog as updated as I do.

It takes me anywhere from 5 minute's, to 5 day's to finish a cap. Depending on the length, looking for pic's,  working on the layout, proofing it, ETC. some cap's get comment's, some don't. I can at least count on my friend's to provide me with the feedback that I NEED, to hear to see if I'm still doing something other people enjoy as well as I do.

But now look, When I need those word's of encouragement from my reader's most, I still get nothing. I have 373 followers and up to 10'000 view's! But no one outside of my group of friend's left me a msg of well wishes or any encouragement at all. This is severely disappointing. I have serious issue's affecting my life, and I'm still thinking up way's to jump through hoop's and get you the work that you all enjoy. But no one could even leave one anonymous message. That's right, you don't even have to have an account, or to sign into your existing account, to leave any comment. But no one does it!

So, I'm only left thinking one thing. Why jump through the hoop's and try to post a new cap a few of you out there will enjoy, When no one even appreciates it? It take's a lot of time to make these cap's and then post them for people to read. But 99% of my reader's, just leave with out saying a word. Even when I'm depressed and still struggling to post new material, people still just click right through.

There is far, FAR more serious things going on in my life then getting 0 comment's. Or even losing my laptop. But, I don't feel like I can, or should, share it here, because no one show's that they care or appreciate what I do. Since my laptop repair post, I haven't been encouraged, I've been disappointed. It's this sort of thing that finally push's people like me to close their door's for good.

I don't ask for comment's on my normal work, and that would never be the reason I would stop doing any of this. I do enjoy it and I look forward to posting new work and seeing the view's shoot up. (it's the only way I can tell if the cap was well received or not. ) But when I post something serious and reach out to my reader's and they ignore it, Well, it's just very disappointing and depressing.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

laptop repair

Hello everyone, I know I was on a bit of a roll the last couple of weeks. well, at least a roll when it's compared to how I've posted to the blog in the past. But, it will be quite a while till I can get back in to the capping game. My laptop is messed up, I'm not sure what the problem is, but it won't take a charge, so it's completely drained.

Sorry That I didn't get to update the blog sooner, but I can't steal away enough time on another pc, to hop on and post. I hope you all continue to enjoy what's already posted, and hope you have a good weekend.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Halloween heels

So, my aunt ruby died this week. I didn't get to spend much time with her near the end, but I remember her as one of the few extended family members that I enjoyed visiting. On top of that, two puppies passed away,  And my grandma, who's not in the best of health, has a virus. To top it all off, My house is STILL wrecked after the drunk driver plowed into it months ago.

Sorry about that little rant, just been a stressful week really. Very sad time, which is why today's caption isn't a button pusher.

Not much to say about this caption, expect that it turned out a little more bittersweet then I intended.in the original draft, the story was more lonely and cold. You might want to skip it if you are looking for some thing sexy.

Friday, September 9, 2011

Just putting these here..  >_>

Chapter 1

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/confusing-start-for-jennifer.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/cant-keep-it-togethor.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/at-least-your-not-dead.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/scatter-brained-and-blinded.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/ask-yourself.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/hey-beautiful.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/one-and-same.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/its-all-fun-and-games-till-your-wearing.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/work-in-progress.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/girl-just-wants-to-have-fun.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/01/fantasys-can-be-real-nightmare.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/02/you-take-good-you-take-bad.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/02/i-reject-your-reality-and-substitute-my.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/02/it-wont-be-easy.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/02/too-soon.html

End of chapter 1.

Chapter 2

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/03/customor-is-always-right-aka-jennifer.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/03/todays-post-is-brought-to-you-by-letter.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/03/customer-is-always-right-aka-jennifer.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/03/customer-is-always-right-part-4.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/03/customer-is-always-right-part-5.html

http://jenniferstgcaps.blogspot.com/2011/03/sorry-this-is-going-up-so-late-i-had.html

To be continued?


Saturday, August 27, 2011

Wait! what just happened?
As you may have guessed from today's headline, I had a run in with a drunk driver. First, I want to say that everyone in my family, including the drunk/drugged up driver is safe! And second, the run in was not like the usual run in people have.

Around 1 in the morning last night me and my brothers were getting ready to to call it a night after messing around a little on a game. (it was the night before my littlest brother's birthday, which is now today.) I was going to bed and they were doing the same, when a loud Rumbling, almost like a thunderous explosion rocked our house!

I turn around and see that the walls are shaking and one of them is cracking and practically falling apart as it shifts ever so slightly to the right. Some asshole took a brand new car, got hopped on up booze and what I'm guessing was crack. (cops never said what the other substance was. ) and then drove through a telephone pole at a 120 miles an hour!

He was going so fast, that when he hit the sidewalk he flew into the air and then landed in our yard, (destroying the yard as well...) and then up our handicap accessible ramp and WHAM! right into our house! The ONLY reason it did not go through the front door was that he hit the wall that separates our living room to an adjacent room next to it. Anything more to the right and it would have gotten all of my brothers who were still sitting on the couch! My littlest brother even felt the wall behind him HIT him in the head!

So now it's a wait and see game with the insurance company's, but it looks like the houses foundation is just wrecked! With as hard as he hit our house and where he hit it, and not to mention the house is over a 100 year's old, it's not looking good. even our balcony is on it's last legs and we are praying it doesn't just fall through while it's missing two support columns.

Before any one can suggest we get out of the house, it's a little hard to move into a hotel with out the money upfront, and even harder when you have a few pets and a disabled person living with you.

Sorry about the scary/depressing post today I promise to get back to the erotica here in a bit. But I just needed to vent. I mean, who the fuck drives into a house!! ugh.. I've heard of it, I've even worried about it giving where we live. (seen a few wrecks just outside our door.) but actually having it happen is a completely different story!

Another reason for this post is to warn people that I might not be around as much int he future. this is only a possibility, but until we can get something fixed with the house, My time might be needed elsewhere. oh, and I stepped on a freaking nail and my foot is hurting like hell! ugh..  I have pics I can share of the wreck and everything, but I'm not going to be putting them up here on the blog.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

common courtesy

After a few of my friends recent run ins with "stolen" work, I felt it was wise for me to make a post about it here on my blog to make my views and intentions known for all my readers.

First of all, to those that own the pictures that are featured in my captions. I do not want to be seen as a thief in anyway and if you see your work here please let me know and I will give you proper credit as the model/photographer. Or, if that is not to your liking, I will remove the work altogether.  I do not make any money off of your photo's what so ever and when you see them in one of my captions it is meant as a huge compliment from me to you. I saw your work and it inspired me to write out a funny, erotic, or sweet story that many people out there enjoy. Often times I will be asked who is so and so in the caption and when I DO know the answer, I ALWAYS give credit.

And now to those that might have taking my captions and posted them elsewhere, (that is my own story's set to pictures I freely admit that I do not own.)  I do not mind in the slightest if you share my work with others. But what I don't care for is when there is no credit giving to the author (ME) or when you claim the work as your own! Please, if you see my captions posted elsewhere and there is no credit giving, let me know about it and I will make sure that the matter is handled and in a civil manner.

Again, I make no money off of this hobby of mine what so ever and I mean no disrespect to the models or photographers out there. And for those that enjoy my work and wish to post it elsewhere, please just give a link to my blog and give me proper credit for the layout and the story featured in the caption. I make no claim to the photo used, but the story and the layout of the caption is all mine.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Hello Everyone! I know I've lacked on updates, but you know how I like to leave up caps for friends in case they see it. But today I bring you a special announcement! The Haven e-zine was just released!

What is the heaven e-zine you might be asking your self? Well it's a collection of story's, ad's, advice column's, caption's and more! all in one nifty little package. Over a dozen haven artists and writer's contributed to this project and made something really special! People that you may have heard of, Deementia, Martha, Caitlyn-masked, Smitty, and Mistress Simone, and me! Plus Many other talented individual's from The Haven!

If you want to know how you can get your very own copy, all you have to do is donate 10 dollars to the haven, either by mail or paypal. It's close to 40 pages of content you will not find anywhere else! And if you act now, Smitty has graciously offered to make a special caption for the first 50 who donate! So if your interested, head on over to the link below for more details!
The Haven Quarterly!

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Just updating

Opps! Caught me with my drawers down
So today's post is sort of a what's what and what's going sort of thing. I have been capping lately, not as much as I would like. But It's at least something. ^_^ yay!

My Jennifer story has been on my mind and I think I might be ready to delve back into it. Although, a recent hard drive crashed wiped all the pics I had for it, including around.. 39'000 others! Yeah.. Now I have to gather new stuff up and find what I can of the stuff I did have. ugh.. But I have fun with that and normally find some sort of inspiration in it when I do. So, I'm looking at it as win. I get an excuse to search for more pics and you all possibly get more caps!

Still in debt at the haven, but working my way through that slowly but surely. It's one of the major reasons I haven't picked up my Jennifer story in some time, I feel bad doing something just for my self when I owe some returns.

I'm still planing the interactive caption mentioned only briefly about a month or more back. I'll have to explain that in a more detailed post, but it includes reader participation through comments. It sounds like a fun one!

Friday, June 3, 2011

Please Read!

What?
I don't post anything personal really on my blog, i like to keep it focused on what you all come here for. ^_^ But this isn't something personal for just me, but possibly everyone in the TG/TF Community. I'll repost the article that I read over at the haven,  Transformative honeymoons and thoughts of a random transexual.

Please take a few moments of your time to help out the community. If you need more reason's for why this isn't a good thing for us, please check out the petition web link near the bottom of the article and read the listed reasons there. They put it better then I ever could.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Hey everyone! I have a couple of questions to answer and yet another caption to put up today. Feels good to be posting every day again. ^_^



Thursday, February 24, 2011

Such a tease



Hey Everyone! ^_^ I thought I would give a slight glimpse into the next Jennifer story.

I've got 8 pages of it so far, but I'm not sure how long it will end up being, so I thought I would post a teaser. That being the Picture in today's post, It's of the model that I'm using for the story so far.

I've had a bit of writers block lately and haven't made many captions recently. It's taking me a few days to get through 2 different series length captions. (one being the Jennifer story and the other a Haven Reward.) But I wanted to let everyone know that I'm still working on them. ^_^

P.S.  I tried to do something fancy for the image tease, but any fancier and I would have been there for hours trying to use gimp. lol..

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Have to be crazy

So I was trying to think of something new to post today. I could have just posted a new caption, but as I've mentioned in the past I don't like to post all of my work and then be left with nothing in case I can't find the time to caption anything new. Instead, I thought I would share a early draft of part 3 for the down the rabbit hole story.


I had just got started on the story and was moving past part 3 and made it to part 5 before I hit a wall. Something I had mentioned before in part 3 was causing some problems. That being this line in particular:  "Dead? heavens no! but whether this is real or
not I can't say for sure. but if you have found your self here
then you must be crazy."

I didn't want to suggest that Jennifer was really crazy, it cemented the situation she found her self in a little too much and didn't keep the same air of mystery for the story.  Thinking back It was the best thing I did for the story, going back and rewriting those 3 pages got it all back on track. I just wish I kept all of the deleted text, instead of just part 3. Oh well, I hope you all enjoy this small behind the scenes glimpse. ^_^

So what.. this isn't real? That would make sense.. am I?


Dead? heavens no! but whether this is real or
not I can't say for sure. but if you have found your self here
then you must be crazy.


crazy?


as a loon! mad, bonkers, broken, loco!


oh.. so I was right. well.. why am I.. like this?


a girl? silly thing, your Jennifer! don't you know who you are?


Jennifer? but she's fake, only in my head and a few story's online.


yes yes.. I see your point. but if you are not Jennifer, then who are you?


I.. well. that's simple, I'm Jeremy!


but you are a girl! what an awful name for such a pretty young thing...


yeah but.. OK, so you have a point. I'm Jennifer. but.. why?


don't ask me, I wouldn't dare to hazard a guess! now that you are here and
know who you are once again, we can move on. ask me anything, I'm here at your service.


OK.. then answer me this. who are you? for real this time! none of that you are who you are crap.


you can't ask me that.


What? WHAT? you said to ask you anything.


I did.. but you can't ask me what I don't already know.


so you even know who you are? great.. you sound like your going to be lots of help!


fine princess.. If you don't want to know where you are then I will go help some other gender confused little girl.

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