Damn Hormones

Hey yo! Another update and another brand new cap! Yay! This one was interesting in how it came about actually, A friend over at a site I frequent got in touch with me about my blog. She told me how much she enjoyed my captions, and asked if i had done any pregnant caps.

I haven't done to many of those really, But was interested in giving it another shot. So I asked her what sort of stuff she was looking for in a preggers cap, when she mentioned embarrassment and humiliation, I knew it wouldn't be THAT hard for me. *giggle* So please enjoy my 4th pregnant cap ever! yay!

And continue on if you want to read my latest answer from form spring. ^_^

(How I can be like you? )

Such A flattering thought, you want to be like me? *blush* Well, I guess it's how much you mean that, do you mean exactly like me? Running a caption blog site, playing games, loving horror movies, flirting, crossdressing, modding over at the haven, making wonderful friends, etc. all the small and big things that make me, me. there's really no way to answer that, you could try to follow in my own foot steps, but in the end you would still be your own person. And that is really something special.  ^_^ And who ever it is that asked this question, I would love to get to know the person you are right now.

of course, there's always room for improvement, even for me. (god knows there's plenty to improve upon..) besides my own medical issues and personal family issues, everything else is just what I picked up over the years and seemed to work for me. for example, when I first started to join in at TG community sites  I was very shy, for a while even was just a lurker. Not saying anything, it changed when I felt that I wanted to reach out to others like me and shared my same interests.

From there I just started to grow out of my shell, and while there was plenty of people I looked up too, I didn't set out to be just like them. I set out to make myself stand out, make me unique by just being me. Couple of my early tricks was using mila as my avatar and this ^_^ as my signature smiley.  But even though I had those things to make my posts stand out, I still felt like I was just getting to know my self all over again as well.

Jennifer, my female online personality, is very different from my real world self, but at the same time, not really. Jennifer can show more emotions, share more about her self and also unwind a little better then Jeremy can. in a lot of ways, Jennifer is the whole me untethered by the limitations I feel hold me back in the real world. I was always the strong one in the family, both physically and emotionally. So, it's very hard for me to show a softer side, I can cut up like I do online, but it's a very different feeling. I feel more free in my femme persona, more like my self and not as worried as being seen in a certain light. (some of my friends might find that part hard to believe, but it's true. *giggle*)

So, I guess what I'm saying is, if you want to be like me, then just start exploring part's of your self. do the things your comfortable with doing, take some baby steps and venture on out and see where your experiences take you. Maybe start chatting with people online like I did? or meet up with like minded people in person? (be safe on that one!) Maybe you can start capping a little your self, try and start up your own blog or join one of the many wonderful TG related forums like I did many years ago,  such as the haven or one of the many Roleplay sites out there like D+X institute or Locked in lace. Before you know it, you have carved out a little niche for your self and hopefully, are happy with your own person. Just try what feels good for you and if you seen anything I do that you think you would enjoy, then by all means, go for it!