Jennifer's TG caps of Defiance

Unfinished work and birthday wishes.

2012-01-25T14:50:00.000-08:00

I have not been able to cap recently due to privacy issues, and I have barely been able to check the blogs or caps done for me and friends. In the wee hour's of the morning and maybe checking my phone, I get to read them. I got lucky last night for a couple of hour's when I was left alone for a couple of hour's last night and got to catch up with the haven zine. (advertisement will be coming soon!)

And recently my friend Cindy and Caitlyn had a birthday and I really wanted to do something for them. But sadly, the privacy issue's cut into that as well. That is, until I came up with what I think will be, fun idea for my reader's, and my friend's. SO, without further adieu, Welcome to Jennifer's unfinished gallery! (working title?)

First up,a would be series for my friend Cindy, titled "Tricked rough bitch". A very vulgar and visceral title, for a what was to be, a very hardcore caption. I wanted to make something That was just in your face with how cruel and rough the antagonist treated Cindy. If you have been a long time reader, you know one thing I really enjoy is humiliation and a sort of dehumanization. I wanted to try to push that, to the extreme and have Cindy love every bit of her self loathing. Sweet of me, right?

I didn't get very far I'm afraid, and I've lost the series to this set. I might give it another try some time, but I have no hope's of continuing this one with out the rest of the photo's. It was to be about 3 to 4 page's long and I, for what ever reason, had to put it down and lost steam.

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This next one, I got a lot more ground on then T.R.B. But, It was going to clock in at around 30 page's at least! The problem with this one, was that I could not find the picture's I needed while I was making it. I still like to think I will pick it back up some day, because I did get a good start for it and I know where I was going to take it. In a way, this could be a special preview to a furture story.

But the problem still remains, I would need photo's that fit the story and never actually show Caitlyn's face. (maybe once or twice, but that's all.) I began work on this caption after I read my first ever caitlyn cap, She pushed a few buttons with that story that I hadn't felt since my old lycos Caption hunting day's, and I was just inspired. Much like my number 33 and is still in the making.

The caption is titled, helping a friend.

I was hoping to go back and fix typo's, any plot holes that I might catch, fix the layout's and spice them up where I can, and maybe even adapt this into a fictionmania story. But, I would HAVE to still use the image's. That's just how I like to work, so I would still have the problem even if I were to make this a story.

I hope you have enjoyed this trip into my archive's, and if you would like to see more, just say so! I have lot's of stuff like this that never got any traction. Even some that are ditched full fledged captions just because I didn't like the feel of them. (honestly, there's only 3 like that.) Finally, Happy (belated) Birthday Cindy and Caitlyn! ^_^

P.s. I'm leaving out a lot of details I could have added, because you never know when I might just pick these back up and finish/turn them into something else. So instead, I'm letting them speak for them self's as is, rather then explain where they might have headed. besides, the unknown can be fun, right?

4 reasons.

2012-01-14T20:27:00.000-08:00

Hey! So I'm still here and still posting when I can, even though it's hard to sneak time away to look at or post anything explicit latly. But that dosen't mean you shouldn't comment or Send in questions. I will answer them, and I will read them! I can check them on my phone nearly any moment of the day, I just can't reply as quickly or comfortably.

I hope you all enjoy today's caption, it's not all that much to be honest, but it was made during a very productive caption spree. I just wanted to cap something, anything! And Well, every now and then, the cap's were just a little bare bones and very straight to the point. It still plays into today's question well though. ^_^

Oh, and I'm hearing that some blogs are having trouble with comments. If you find anything wrong on my blog, including making a comment, please tell me in the formspring box. I will do my best to fix the issue. Now onto the question and the cap!

Is it gross swallowing?

No, Not really. The taste and texture is... Different, that's for sure. But it's something I've gotten used to and in a way, miss/crave. I truly live up to my last name now, huh? *giggle* But if you are wondering what it tastes like, and you have the proper equipment, I suggest trying a little of your own. I know it sounds gross to a lot of my readers out there, but you should know by now, I have a huge thing for blowjobs and cum. Did you really think I wouldn't try it if giving the chance? *giggle*

I only gagged the first couple of times, but after that, I was completely ok with it. and if you are like me, Then gagging just plays into the fantasy a little more. Oh, speaking of which, if you are looking to learn to deepthroat anything in the future, but keep hitting that gag reflex. Just practice with your toothbrush, MAKE your self gag and try to suppress the reflex. Now, this can be dangerous, because the reflex is meant to keep you safe. But, I understand the appeal and the fetish, so just be safe and play around responsibly. ^_^

Mistress speaks to the class

2012-01-10T16:04:00.000-08:00

This is an older caption of mine. About a year old really. And while the layout is rather bland, the story was well received. ^_^ If your a fan of the lovely Mistress Simone, then you might enjoy this little tale staring her.

Whimper

2012-01-09T13:39:00.000-08:00

*Whimper* The sound a sissy makes when he/she know's They are in so deep, They will never go back to their old life. Don't we all want to make that sound? *giggle*

Starting to feel like capping a little more regularly, Though I'm having some privacy issues at the moment. ugh.. But at least it's a step in the right direction, right?

Edit: opps! Just caught that I added the older version. Didn't even think I still had that one around. All fixed now! ^_^

Bubble gum, bubble butt, bubble head.

2012-01-02T16:08:00.000-08:00

Happy new year! I know I'm late, But I hope you have all had a wonderful holiday season. I'm feeling a little under the weather, but I have been enjoying my self outside of all that. Spending some time with family, watching the alien blu-ray set. *giggle*

And for today, I have a brand new caption for a brand new year! yay! Not sure if this means I'm capping again, but i felt good getting something fixed up. ^_^ And yes, I know about the typos..

But I am you!

2011-12-24T20:19:00.000-08:00

Surprise! I wanted to give my reader's a little something for your TG fix over the holiday's. I know you probably have plenty of outlet's already for that sort of thing, but maybe you were hoping to see something from me as well. (I can hope! ) It's not much, but I enjoyed it. ^_^

I love cap's like this, I've done the whole split personality thing before and some of my stuff probably has some sort of element of the human psyche and how it reacts to the situations I cook up OR Just the feelings associated with it. so for those reasons, I think this was a pretty nice cap simple because it touches on that subject in a more direct way, while having a little fun. ^_^

It's christmas and I have no time.

2011-12-23T22:41:00.000-08:00

I have been really busy during the day as of late, and more so this weekend then the rest of the week. But, this is the first time my grandma and my mom feel like having a Christmas again like we used to. It's not the get together that we hoped, (Mom's sick.) It still is a family dinner of sort's, since me and my brothers have helped not only to make our Christmas dinner, but theirs as well.

SO I hope everyone can bare with me during this holiday season and know that I haven't forgotten all of my wonderful reader's. ^_^ I should be back to posting something at least once a week soon.

In the mean time, Smitty has cooked up a wonderful gift for everyone and I think you will love it! It's a unique caption, in that YOU are the main star and YOU get to choose what you do in it. That's right, it's a choose your own adventure caption! So head on over there for your TG Fantasy fix this holiday season. ^_^

CHOOSE YOUR FATE

I also have a question to answer, so if you like that sort of thing, then keep reading. MERRY CHRISTMAS!

(Bits of) my creation--Is it real?It's my creation--I do not knowNo hesitation--No heart of goldJust flesh and blood--I do not knowFrom my heart and from my handWhy don't people understandMy intentions . . . . Oooh, weird . . . .Weird science!!

I LOVE this song! and it was a great movie to boot! I think I've even made a caption based on this actually. Damn it.. Now I'm going to have dig that up and see if I have or not.. and if I haven't, I'm going to have to!

how do i find a woman who will transform me

I wish I had a sure fire way to make this happen for you or anyone who reads my blogs and wishes the same. But alas, I don't. Instead, I have some links where you might could find a woman who will accept this side of you if you look hard enough, and who knows, maybe she will help you. Try Fet life and collar me. I wish you luck! ^_^

Mouse or Man?

2011-12-14T18:21:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone! Got a 4 part series for today, hope that helps with the downtime recently, I've been working on other things here. But just because I'm busy, don't worry! I will always post something here when I can. ^_^

I have a new formspring question too, which is why Mila is the header image for today's post. ^_^

Today's formspring question isn't really a question..

(MILA)

I think someone tried to use the formspring box as a search engine. OR, they just wanted to express their fondness for Mila. Something I can totally understand! So enjoy the little bit of mila today. Maybe I will round up the caps people have made me over the year's where I wind up looking like her. ^_^

Kinda scary

2011-12-06T16:11:00.001-08:00

Yes, another oldie, and yes, you can read it with out even clicking the cap. But, I encourage you to do so, because it gives me better stats and I can track what everyone is reading.

I always like this one, I think it's a lot of fun and it reflects my future story's better then some of my older stuff, though, it's kind of funny too, and I don't do many of those.

Another way to tell that this is an older cap, is to look at the title for the cap in the link. You can see, I used to name them by who I was giving them too, not by the cap it self. Instead, I left the title of the cap for the topics name, which is why it's called "Kinda scary".

Once in a lifetime opportunity

2011-12-05T16:05:00.001-08:00

I know, I know, it's really really short compared to.. well, just about everything else I've ever done. But, it was one of my earliest work's and I was looking to emulate Leelee's style. if you have never read her caps, they are all about this long and still come across as very sexy with a big zing to them.

I think i pulled it off, even though her's look a lot better then something I whipped up in Ms paint, but I was just starting out. Promise to post something else tomorrow as well. ^_^

The prank that keeps on pranking.

2011-11-28T12:07:00.001-08:00

I've gotten a lot better Since my old MS paint days. At least I think I have. ^_^ But even though this is one of my earliest caps, it's still one of my favorites. Maybe it's the picture, but I think it's mostly because the story, how ever rough, was the beginning of some of my more detailed captions.

Mom.. I think I'm pregnant

2011-11-22T12:02:00.001-08:00

Recently had a request for more pregnancy caption's, so, here you go! ^_^ I think this is the last pregnant caption I have left to post, but I'm sure there will be more in the future.

I still have more to post for the number 33 series I last posted, but only one person commented on it, so I have no idea if it's worth posting the rest and finishing it.But I wanted to Thank Betty for leaving a comment. *kisses* ^_^

And one question from formspring, yay!

Did you have a wonderful birthday sexy? I'm sorry I am a bit late with the well wishes, but I do hope you had an amazing b-day. AshleyM

Thank you very much for the well birthday wishes! ^_^ I did have a nice birthday, but I also got the flu the next day.. But I'm feeling better now! I hope you are doing well sweetie, miss you. ^_^ *hugs*

Number 33

2011-11-14T19:52:00.001-08:00

It's been a while, I know. I'm very sorry! But I can assure you, I have NOT forgotten about you all. all you of you, my lovely reader's. you guy's are amazing! Thank you so much! How about we do a little something different today huh?

today is a preview of a very long series I had started last year. I do still intend to finish it, but i lost the drive to do so when I had a hard drive crash. And of course, it's hard to continue with such a long series when you have no idea if anyone out there will enjoy what your writing.

So how about I give you the first five pages of would could be, a 30 plus series. I have more then this wrote up, but I haven't got back to it in a while. Just let me know what you think and if you would like to see me continue the story.

I also have a question to answer for all those that enjoy some pregnant caps. ^_^

Oh! and to those that know me more personally, I might not be around on Wednesday. it's my birthday and I will be with my family. ^_^

I love your pregnancy caps. Will we see more? Pleasssse.

Yes! I know my reader's like pregnancy captions, and though it's rare for me to come up with one that strikes my fancy, I do make them from time to time for people I know. I think I even have one in my archive that I have not posted. So you should see at least one new pregnancy caption here soon. ^_^

Pretty new Name

2011-11-07T16:46:00.000-08:00

So, in my last post I mentioned a first rough draft of Tomorrow will be fun, but couldn't find it. Well good news everyone! I found it! Maybe some of you will get a kick out of it. ^_^

I also have a new question from formspring. yay!

Great captions - but I can't seem to zoom in/click on them to see in a larger size - what's the secret?

I had answered this on formspring a few days ago, but I wanted to answer it here too.

When you click on the first caption in the post, it will take you to the main body of the post. Down below you will see the same caption, click it and it will open up the larger image. I do this because Blogger doesn't track the page views of the image them self's, so I have no way of knowing what's popular and what's not. Which I need to know so I can make more of what people want to read. ^_^ I hope this helps! thank you for the great question!

Ok, and on to the caption!

My first thought for this picture was to give a sort of detached feeling. Hearing her potential buyer talk about her as if she was nothing more then an item he was interested in. a trinket, a toy. but i've done that a few times and I always have to come up with something different. even if it's just the dialog and how the character's act.

I think I did that with this one, but the picture it self seemed to outshine the story I had made. It just didn't feel right, it was flat and uninspired to me. I knew I could do better. So, I toyed with the idea of trying again, and coming at it from a different angle. Instead of keeping her out of the story, I would give her a voice. That would change it up plenty!

I sent the first draft to caitlyn as I thought about something new to try, just to see if she agreed that the first one was missing something. She did! And so I begin to shoot idea's off of her, first thought was to bring in someone the poor girl in the cage, knew personally. Caitlyn of course liked that idea, But we both agreed that they shouldn't be the buyer. I think we both have seen that many times in the past.

I'm not sure who thought of it first, But we came to the conclusion that perhaps she was looking off to a cage across from her's. One that housed her friend. The friend who was still very much a guy and being conditioned as a sort of stud. Someone to keep a harem of slave's in line, but also enjoying the perks of having a bevy of beauties at his beck and call. Which would include her former friend! It was hot! Caitlyn loved it, I loved it, And well.. the rest was history!

Tomorrow will be fun

2011-11-02T15:53:00.000-07:00

I Wanted to post more during the month of octorber, but a few pc problems set me back and I can't seem to find most of my file's. Though they do come up when I search for them.. Need to find a way to fix that.

Anyway, here's the latest and newest caption I whipped up. Going back to an old favorite of mine, Sold into sexual slavery. But i can't just always do the same thing again and again, nope, this one has an extra squirm factor i hope you all enjoy. ^_^

I would like to thank Caitlyn for helping me with the fun photo edit in the picture. Obviously the picture used didn't have a man's picture on the tag, But this is a TG tale so I had to find a way to change that. Though I don't have any software or skill for such a thing, And caitlyn helped me out and did a wonderful job! Thanks bunches!

If I can ever find the stuff still on my PC, I will post up the first rough draft of this caption. It was a lot different and i wasn't really pleased with it. But I think it will be fun to show it and discuss how I came to this final version. ^_^ Hope you all enjoy it and had a Happy Halloween! I know I did! I watched a total of 36 horror movies for October! woo!

Too late for butts

2011-10-26T12:45:00.000-07:00

sorry for such a long wait for anything new to read, but I had to take care of some PC issues and business issues. But it's all taking care of now and we are back to our regularly scheduled program.

I don't do too many body swap caps, so for those that enjoy that sort of thing, I hope you enjoy today's 2 part caption. ^_^

Geeky kinks

2011-10-19T15:13:00.000-07:00

Last night I received various questions in the formspring gadget off to the right of my blog here, from a very friendly reader. And while I wish I could post a caption pertaining to the questions/requests, but I'll keep them in mind and see what I can come up with. In the mean time, I can answer the questions and still provide something I hope you will all enjoy. ^_^

could you show a feminized --guy-wedding cuy wedd tg caps?/totally awesome girl.dd

I've done a wedded caption once before and it was well received I think. So If my reader's would like to see that sort of thing, I can see what I can do in the future.

jenn-sure looks like fun,you blow girl. dd

You know how much I love to blow people off. ;) In fact, when picking out some little Halloween treats this year, (couple of fun size bag's of this or that) I just had to grab a bag of blow pops for the obvious reasons. :D

do sorrority girls feminize a guy that wishes to be a girl? dd

Sure! In captions it happens all the time! *giggle* I think i've only touched on that sort of thing 2 or 3 times.. but I would have to look back through my archive and see if I can find it. I should probably revisit that sort of thing, cause I love that setting. Now, in real life.. one can dream right? Probably a couple of sorority girls out there have some sort of thing for femmy guys and willing to unlock their inner pledge.

jenn shes smiling-i know i would dd

Anything in my captions would probably bring a big smile to my face if I could safely role-play the scene some how. If it really were to take place.. I think I would be too scared to see the enjoyment in some of these situations. But reading them and fantasizing about it? Huge grin on my face!

jenn luv take your picture you preety sissy. hypno divine-what do women think when a guy loves women enough to femulate her sexual activities with men, girls should love it.she has a blow job back up when shes sick,& tired --or wants her new girl with

*blushes* You want to see me? I'm so very flattered, but if I could find the time to dress up and take a good picture, I think I would be too self conscious to post something on the web. But most girls are right? I do like the mystery though, this blog and my captions let me express a side of my self that I can't in real life. So, you can piece together a sort of mental image of what you want Jennifer (Me) to look like. That is, if you fantasy's include me at all. who wouldn't want a ultra submissive, rough sex loving blowjob princess at their beck and call? or maybe I'm the one in charge? heheh..

And I think a lot of girls would like to share some feminine things with their guy, it might something simple like a chick flick, or maybe painting his nails? Or even further like in these captions. I know a few people who have gotten very lucky and landed a woman that embraces not only their male side, but encourages their femme side. I hope to be so lucky some day. ^_^

Playing ball

2011-10-17T15:14:00.000-07:00

I made this one for dalane over at the haven. I really don't watch a lot of big name sports, one I could say I know a little about is hockey. But even then, it's a minimal amount. But, I know so little I always worry that I just look like an idiot when I try to play up the sports angle. And quite a few girls enjoy that sort of stuff, so I give it my best shot.

It's a button pusher, so I hope you all still enjoy it. ^_^

You can have him

2011-10-14T17:53:00.000-07:00

This is the last one I've done set in my newest sci-fi universe, and probably closer to the majority of my captions. It's got a slave girl, forced situation, and it's more of a brief snippet in time. Like we just peaked our head in the door and dropped in on the conversation.

Hope everyone has enjoyed them so far and I look forward to returning to it in the future. ^_^

And yes, I know the picture is blurry. But It was a little blurry to begin with and it was a little small. At the time I had been staring at it for a while, so when I put it together it wasn't very jarring. But now when i open it up, I feel like I need to refocus my eye's or something. Sorry about that!

one stroke

2011-10-12T23:33:00.000-07:00

As I mentioned yesterday I've made some loosely related captions set in this universe. What I mean by that, is that while it's all in the same universe and could very well be the same person, each one is an individual with their own experiences and story to tell.

I'm not saying if they are the same person or not, i've been vague about it so far and i think it add's to the story. is this the same guy who allowed his brain to be downloaded and sold off? or is it another person who did the same? does it matter? They are all merchandise now, so who would care if it came from Joe or Steve?

That's one reason I've enjoyed playing in this universe so far. The other is that there's a lot of different scenarios that I can set up with this idea. I also haven't catered to the sci fi fans very much, and i think this helps blend that, horror elements and eroticism in one fun read.

Oh! and it's always such a pleasant surprise to be recognized for my work. I've been at this for quite a while, but I don't always hear from my reader's. But lately an interesting trend has started to emerge. When I tell people that one of my hobby's is making these captions, they ask for the link. And then they say, "Your THAT Jennifer?" It's always very surprising and flattering to get that sort of reaction. I used to do it, and still do, to some of my favorite TG authors, and now I feel like i've come into my own.

Thank you all for giving me so many wonderful memory's! Every single comment, page view, and follower mean a lot to me and I can't thank you all enough!

While I did not set out to make something based off of Mistress simone's work, I can't help but feel that this is something I could see her making. From the sort of story, to the picture I used. I think I still gave it my own spin, what with her hoping to have her self deleted and trying to kill herself, I think I could see Simone doing something like this. Her caps our always filled with a lot of passion and really sparks the imagination. ^_^

Old toys

2011-10-11T16:30:00.000-07:00

How about a little sci-fi? I don't think I've done to many of those in the past, though I do enjoy the genre, and have enjoyed many captions with that setting. Even though this one might not be a big button pusher for some, I think the idea behind it has a lot of potential and have already expanded on the idea in 2 other loosely related captions.

Breaking'em in

2011-10-07T18:11:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone! I know I say this a lot, but I'm sorry for the lull in posting. But, (and I say this a lot too) But I did manage to get.. I think it was 6 captions made up recently. This is one of them and I'm pretty pleased with it.

I was inspired to do something with a slave ranch after smitty made Martha something along the same lines. I wish I could find the post because I would link right too the caption itself, but I can't recall the name.

Anyway, I think this is, in my opinion, one of my better button pusher caps in a while. If for nothing else the southern/farm hand dialog added another layer to the humiliating squirm factor. Maybe it's because I am southern and have a thing for a sexy southern belle accent and this was kind of blunt in it's execution. Hope you enjoy!

Oh, and I have a very fun/interesting question from form spring that I think you might get a kick out of as well.

But the biggest news item of the day? I have 304 followers! WOO! Before i knew it, i not only had 300, i have 304! Wow! I'm just blown away and I can not thank you all enough! It mean's so much that you enjoy my work and my blog enough to follow it regularly. THANK YOU!

"favorite clothes? all parts?"

Wow,thank you to who ever sent this in! Not only is it a fun and personal question, but it let's me do a little window shopping and play out some fun fantasys. But since there are just so many answers to this question, I'm going to break it up into category's based on mood's and occasions.First up!

Sleep wear:

Oook.. Already got started and my mind is buzzing over all the choice's. SO, I'll pick one casual and one for.. well, being Jennifer. ;)

Ok, for the casual side of things I think I would have to go for something like this.

You will notice it bear's some resemblance to my blog with the swirling flower's and color choice. I love eye popping colors and designs, and since this is casual it plays right into what I would love to wear. I will admit, I tried to find something a little longer and covered the shoulder's better, but if I get cold that's what snuggling is for, right?

Next, something sexy to get into the mood...In other words, if i come to bed dressed in this, It would probably be on the floor the next morning instead of doing any sleeping in it.

I looked and looked, I could have put a ton of stuff in this section. from Cami's, Teddy's, to baby dolls. But I went with this baby doll for the feelings I think it would invoke. It's just barely there, thin as paper and see through lace. I think I would feel very exposed, very vulnerable, and very alluring. Something I just love! only thing is, I'm afraid I would only get one use out of it before it's torn right off my tiny frame. But that's not a bad thing..

How about bra and panties now? First let's start with something casual.

Just imagine that the bra and pantie's match, ok? Some might see this and think it's not really sexy, but not me. Besides, I wasn't going for that, I was going for comfort. No underwire, gelled cushioned straps, and it lifts and separates! *giggle* The pantie's are called hiphuggers, and I think they look sexy with still offering comfort and plenty of coverage.

Now let's move on to something flirty, huh?

Again, picture they are matching colors and designs. I picked the bra for a couple of reasons. Sometimes less is more, and this one isn't trying very hard to be sexy. And truth is, it dosen't have to. I like how the bra meet's right in the middle and crisscrosses. And the last reason? Well, you know I'm pretty kinky, and I love the idea of a guy pumping in and out between my cleavage while wearing this. (seen it is a video, couldn't it get it out my head.) and the panties? It's not a thong, it's a V-string. (or I guess a G-string.) Same thing as a thong, but even less coverage.

How about something casual to wear out and about on the town?

This is probably the hardest category to chose from. Anyone that's stepped into the women's section of any department store knows there's 100's of casual clothes to pick from. But I picked this because it just looks comfortable and kind of spunky. And you know how much I love spunk. ;)

Now something sexy. That's what your still reading this for, isn't it?

I couldn't decided, so sue me! (No don't!) I picked the first one because, well. if you saw me in that dress, could you get me out of your head? And I picked the second one because it looks like I'm a high class call girl. Bit of a fantasy of mine...

How about shoes? Every girl has a favorite pair of shoes right?

I don't know why, but I couldn't get these two pictures to line up right.. Really bugs me! But, The red one is for something more sophisticated. Plus, I don't mind wearing heels and could potentially consider it my casual choice. I've wore heel's, so I know what I'm in for and this was for my favorites. So, this would probably be something I wear on special occasions. The second one is for when I feel like getting fucked with my shoes on and holding on the heels. Fuck me heels I believe they are called. :D I also like the idea of my feet slipping out the skimpy front while being ravaged, giving me a used/dis-shelved look.

OK, how about one more? stockings!

The first one is a french cut pair of pantyhose, something sexy but wouldn't bug me with having to straighten them up or pull them back up. The second pair for the sexy category should be paired with garter belts. But I'll take it with or with out. I love the little bows on the heels there, like I'm gift wrapped just for you. And don't forget to punish me if the seems aren't lined up just right! :)

I could go on and on..blouses, boots, knee high socks, body stockings, corsets, an actual garter belt, it's endless. But I think this is a good place to stop. if the person who sent this question would like to me continue, please just say so. ^_^

Talk nerdy to me

2011-10-01T18:45:00.000-07:00

WOO! October first! YAY! Today is the beginning of my 31 day Halloween extravaganza. (or as close as an extravaganza as I can get on my budget. Which is anything free.) Trying to watch a horror movie or horror themed show once a day again, though I will not be attempting to make one Halloween themed caption a day like I tried last year.

Mostly because I don't think I could keep up. But I also don't want to run something into the ground and a Halloween themed cap can limit what story's I can tell and pictures I use.

If anyone out there has any links to horror themed anything online, or recommendations for netflixs streaming service. (I also have a free trail of amazon prime) Please leave it in the comments section. For today, I'm watching chain letter. Pretty sure it's one of those torture porn horror movies, but I enjoy all kinds of scary films, so please don't be shy and leave something if you think I'll like it. ^_^

Today's caption was made for the wonderfully sweet Alectra From alectra's playgrounds. Check out her site, she just celebrated her 100th post with lots to check out on her special blowout post. ^_^

Did this one for a contest she was running recently. In alectra's prefs she lists 4 different persona's, pablo, alectra, raffside and Shiori. Each one with their own unique personality's and story's to tell. The contest was to create a 5th persona for her, and to tell exactly what it was that triggered the change in her personality.

It's been a while since I made this, something like 2, 3 months. Yeah, I know. not that long ago.. But I have a terrible memory. Anyway, I know I had discussed this with a couple of my friends, trying to come up with some angle for the story. I believe It was Cindy that suggested using some means of technology to bring about the change. Which fit perfectly with my idea for a sexy geek girl persona, Kari.

I remember I had a ton of fun coming up with all of the geeky references, something I don't do too often. Alectra really enjoyed it and that was a big relief, since I kind of struggled a couple of days to get this one started.

Edit: I'm about halve way through chain letter. Story is.. ridiculous and not the least bit scary. But it has lots of gore, which is kind of nice to see again after all of the pg 13 horror fests.Nothing really noteworthy so far.

Sigh.. Are you done?

2011-09-28T20:53:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! I haven't forgotten you all, I've just been spending more of my free time making caps or taking care of this or that. But the good news in all of that, is the making caps part! like this one here!

I did this one for Steffie's birthday over at the haven. First thing you might notice, is the layout. I knew what the story was as soon as I saw it, it was a short but sweet tale of magical revenge. I also knew I wanted to make the image full size and some how work the text boxes in over it.

I think I did that part pretty well. But It needed something more, there wasn't anything that really jumped out at you, it felt like it needed something more to draw the eye. So I started messing with a mosaic background, something I would do in ms paint, little pieces of mosaic glass you can find at hobby stores and paint, and of course, messing around with Crayola's. I love this sort of stuff, this and Tye dye T-Shirts, clothes from the 80's, etc. heck, I'm wearing hand colored (fabric markers) sneakers right now!

So even though the layout doesn't effect the story in anyway, I think it pulls the caption together and gives it a little personality. you might have noticed that I also didn't make it about her birthday. I like to do that, I want to give a cap I would give someone any day of the year, unhindered by having to make it fit the birthday theme. Some times I will use that as a jumping off point, but only if it feels like it will be good for the story.

Prom slut

2011-09-22T18:35:00.000-07:00

The end of Chapter 2 Has gone over pretty well and I am ecstatic to see it come to an end and receive so many positive comments. I understand it's hard to post every day for every page, but thank you to everyone who left some kind words of encouragement.

It let me know that I didn't just write out the story I wanted to tell, but a story that entertained and kept people wondering how it would end. I wanted to make sure I accomplished a few things in chapter two,
1: Make it feel like it's a continueing story. No matter how long the wait between chapters were.
2: Some how keep a self aware caption set in a rather bland fantasy, interesting. And the comments left so far suggest I did that. ^_^ yay!
and 3: as Smitty, Caitlyn and Cindy already pointed out. I wanted to play around with the expectations some. The simple fantasy in chapter 2 really could have gone anywhere, but chapter two was more about Jennifer's reactions and how she might handle her self in a "real fantasy"

Thank you to everyone that has read and commented to the story. I know it's a bit self indulgent, but I think the idea has a lot of possibility to any future story's I might tell and I've had a lot of fun with it so far. ^_^

Today's caption was made for the dirty slut know as Sasha whore. Whore may or may not be her last name.. But she will answer to it!

The customer is always right. part 17.

2011-09-21T14:35:00.000-07:00

OK, so I know this is going up a little late, but it's technically still the next day. This is the last of chapter two and I'll have something else up tomorrow. But you probably won't be seeing chapter 3 any time soon. (But I am working on it.)

Hope you have all enjoyed it.

The customer is always right part 16

2011-09-19T23:04:00.000-07:00

I almost didn't get to post this today. I have to get up early in the morning tomorrow and it slipped my mind. Opps! Sorry about that. anyway, you can tune in tomorrow for the final page of chapter two.

The customer is always right. part 15

2011-09-18T22:12:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone! I have a couple of questions to answer and another piece of the story ready and waiting. Just join me after the page break. ^_^

I loved seeing the slow return of the original layout designs for this series slowly seep back into the story. Like before, I made sure to give visual clues to Jennifer's state of mind in the text boxes them self's.

how do i learn to act and talk like a female

Well, I've only practiced with that sort of thing a few times in private. so It's not like I can do it my self, but if I was to try and train my voice and body language like that again, I would search youtube for some instructional videos on controlling your voice and sounding feminine, and also how to walk and handle your self like a girl. You also can't forget body language, women and men have very different body language and it helps sell the illusion more then you might think. Something like a fail of the wrist, how you sit, or move your head and neck make a difference.

I'm also sure theres some helpful sites out there that might have some writing how to's that might help you as well. The wonderful Rebecca Molay has an extensive link section that might prove useful as well. And she has some very fun captions as well. ^_^

Which would make you happier to create? A cap that you don't think is very good, but is VERY well received, or a cap that you think is great, but receives no comments whatsoever?

Very fun question! I think I would have to go for option B. Because of some of the captions i've been most proud of,. have been a little bare on comments, or didn't land a ton of hits. usually, if I'm proud of something I did, well received or not, it's because of what I learned from that caption is self. It might have been a fun concept, something out of my comfort zone, or I just really enjoyed the look for it and some layout trick I used.

Everything that I did in that one, I could potently put to use for a future caption that is a big hit in comments and views. Of course, I won't say I don't enjoy seeing a caption light up with hits left and right. Even If I don't really think much about a certain caption, I still can find something I liked in it and am always very excited and pleased to see any comments or page hits.

The customer is always right part 14

2011-09-17T23:21:00.000-07:00

Hello hello. ^_^ Nearly At the end of chapter two here and it still feels good to be putting these up again. I'm looking forward to the next chapter, though it won't be posted for a bit.

The customer is always right part 12 and 13

2011-09-16T22:20:00.000-07:00

Thought I would put up 2 more pages today, mostly because it just struck me. So I hope you all enjoy my little whim. ^_^

the customer is always right part 11

2011-09-15T22:19:00.000-07:00

I really enjoyed the whole set here with Brooke, she's a very sexy, curvy model that is a pleasure on the eyes. But i had to leave so many out of this that I'm still kinda bummed about it. But I did it for the sake of the story and the fact that this is only the first fantasy she jumped into.

Hope everyone is enjoying the return so far, tomorrow I should have something else up to go along with the continuing story. For those that want to see something else as well. ^_^

The customer is always right. part 10

2011-09-14T23:07:00.000-07:00

Woo! Saw my first Halloween commercial today and it's starting to feel cool and crisp in the air! Fall is my favorite season and I do love to see the Halloween season get off to a good start. Oh, and I finally watched Scott pilgrim. Crazy flick but I enjoyed it. ^_^

The customer is always right part 9

2011-09-13T22:48:00.000-07:00

Well it looks like the first two have been positively received. let's see how I did with part 3. ^_^

And I have a few questions to answer, so join me for the caption and a couple of answers.

more bodysuit caps in the works? please?!

Sorry it's taking so long to get to this questions! (2 weeks!) But as you know, i've had an accident at my house and I've been busy with some other projects. Another reason I waited on answering this question, is because i wanted to make a bodysuit cap for it. But Sadly, nothing has came to mind.

But I will make some more bodysuit TF's! So don't worry. ^_^ I know a few people out there enjoy it, and heck, if someone offered me a real working bodysuit, i wouldn't turn it down. so it's a fun fantasy to pay around with.

how can i be changed into a sissy female

I really don't know how you could really be change into a sissy female. but i've heard and have known at least one person that sort of has that happening to them. It's mostly role playing, but that's normally as close as you will get. I wish I had an answer for you and all my readers, but I'm afraid like my caps, it's mostly a fantasy.

Of course, You could try and roleplay online, join a site like D+X institute or locked in lace. Or join a site like the haven and roleplay there. Maybe join up and trade some caps, or become more active on some TG Blogs. us Caption artists love to hear from our readers and often times will reward readers with a custom caption.

I've been known to do it, and so has smitty and alectra. Among many others as well. Infact, It's kind of how I started in capping. My very first caption I ever received my self, was because of comments I left for artists I enjoyed. Which lead me to repay their kindness with a tribute caption of my own, and it sort of snowballed from there.

do you sissifie men and help them be girls forever?

Only in captions I'm afraid. If i had the power to pull off some of the crazy things you see in TG captions and fiction, then I would be moving on from writing about fantasy's, and start making some come true. But, the best I can do is put you in a caption and make you a girl forever there. If you are interested in that, then just keep leaving me questions and comments, and maybe one day I'll post a caption made for you. ^_^

The customer is always right part part 7

2011-09-12T20:15:00.000-07:00

So Today is good as day as any to jump back into this series, right? Hope you think so, because I'm posting two for today and will go back to 1 a day tomorrow. I do have it all finished, so there won't be a break till the end of Chapter two. Hope it's worth the wait. ^_^

Oh, and I have a few questions I'll need to get to. But i've been pretty busy around my house, sorry everyone! Please know I'll be answering them. ^_^

Can't help your self. A Alpha club caption

2011-09-10T19:49:00.000-07:00

If you noticed my post yesterday, then you might have guessed I'm about to finish the long delayed chapter 2 of that story. ^_^ Thought I should give people a refresher on where it left off.

Today's caption is dedicated to Delightfully sinful Trisha And her scorching hot alpha male club. if you haven't heard of it, then you should check out her newest story The alpha club. It looks to be about 10 chapters long and she has 8 of time just dripping with some of the most shameful button pushing moments I've read.

And that's not just a plug for her new series, you kinda have to know a little bit about the alpha club if you want to enjoy today's caption to it's fullest. But, I think I left it where new readers to this universe would still get something out of it.

Late for an important date

2011-09-09T17:06:00.000-07:00

Trapped at first sight

2011-09-09T00:19:00.000-07:00

Been a while since my last post, would a New series help? sort of? Well, would knowing that I've been capping a little more lately help? it would? Whew! Thanks!

I made this one for the Lovely Mistress Simone A few months back she had Mentioned a fantasy of her's that was striking her fancy at the moment. Becoming a sexy "trap" and seducing men. Something I could sooo see her doing. She's seduced with just words on a screen, imagine if she was face to face with me!

If you all want to hear me talk about it a little more, or just want to see the story being discussed, place join me after the page break. (click the title of the post or the picture to the left. )

oh, and I have a question in formspring, but I'm not going to answer it just yet. I want to make something for the question, so please bare with me. ^_^

Naturally, The idea of making her a sexy seducing trap girl got under my skin and I had to do something for her fantasy. But.. like I said, that was a few months ago.

I wanted to caption her really bad! but the idea I had was sort of loose, I knew the setting, I knew the model, (Mellisa Clarke, Which was another button pusher for The wonderful Simone.) And I knew the basic premise for the caption; Seduce men with her feminine wiles.

The first Idea I had was placing Simone as the mysterious beauty in the upstairs apartment. Someone, (lets call him Jeremy) she would end up seeing on a regular basis living below her. This would go on and flirty passes in the hall would get Jeremy's blood boiling!

But, I wanted to add a little bit of spice to it, so My next thought was to have the whole story told between Jeremy, and his room mate who believes Simone was really a man dressing like a girl. This was a bit of a problem, because Melissa Clarke doesn't take any photos that would lead credence to his room mate's claims. The only 3 photo's i saw that could possible do this, were so hard to explain in the context of the story I abandoned the idea of the suspicious room mate.

Which is a real shame, because I had already set on that idea for about a month trying to make it fit with the pictures Melissa takes. I thought I could go back to just a one on one with Jeremy and Simone, But I didn't feel like I could keep the story of them passing in the halls going and still make it steamy enough.

In the end, the one thing I knew I wanted to keep was the apartment angle. quite a few of Clarke's photos look like they were taking in a hallway or in an apartment, so it just made sense and I also really liked the idea of living so close to a cutie like her with a little something extra down below..

I finally came back to the idea about a week ago, trying to flesh it out. I wanted to do something fitting for Simone's fantasy, something that felt like it could happen. (idealized a little perhaps..)
That's when I got the idea of Simone MOVING IN with Jeremy.

The sexual tension and awkwardness is already built in! I say awkwardness, because I think that's some of the appeal with androgyny and male or female individuals that make you second guess your own sexual orientation. (have you seen some of the passable cross dressers out there? wow! is super jealous!)

When I first writing up this story, it was coming out a LOT sweeter then the final piece. It was a very good story I think, but it was getting away from some of the seduction angle's, Jeremy was too submissive and Simone was to understanding of his confusion and pulled more punches.

Thankfully, I lost that entire first draft. Because the second draft was more on target for both of them! Jeremy was still submissive, but also more confused over his feelings for Simone. And Simone, well.. she could smell Jeremy's desire for her and knew it very well! Even when complying with Jeremy's request for putting on more clothes was becoming a game to her.

I would have made this whole thing a few more pages longer simply because I loved how Simone approached Jeremy's questioning feelings over her. She took her time, but kept pushing little by little, getting deep into his psyche till eventually, he couldn't even sleep any more.

I could have wrote up about teasing playfulness coming from Simone for about 4 to 5 more pages, I loved making Jeremy squirm with her pet names and expert teasing. (No panties.. gah!)
but, I had to wrap it up because I didn't have a lot of pictures to keep a story going like this for very long.

That's where the night out at the bar and Simone getting drunk comes in. it was actually a scene that was thought up for the much sweeter version of the story. But I loved how sweet, cute, sexy, and romantic the setting was I just had to put it in!

Placing Simone as the drunk damsel in distress really hit hard with me, because it put her in a quasi submissive role by asking for Jeremy's help, all the while throwing him off guard with just being her self. albeit, a little more forward with cutting through the red tape.I think the drunk/hangover scenes were my favorite.

The layout for the cap it self looks OK to me. But looking back, I might have laid out all the text to the right side of the pictures, instead of trying to over lap the photos. I'm not exactly sure what else to say about today's caption, except that It feels soo good to have it finished and posted. And Mistress Simone loved it! That really puts a smile on my face. ^_^

I don't own any of the photos used for todays caps.

Drop your bra

2011-08-31T17:32:00.000-07:00

Hey hey! Been a bit busy over here lately, as I'm sure you all know from my Last post. Well, today we had the insurance adjuster out and so far so good. (I think...) Still need to get a contractor out here and get his estimate on how much it will cost to repair the place.

But, I also found out that the guy who was driving the car, was not the guy who owned it! ugh.. So now the insurance company that does cover the car for the owner, is saying they are having problems in their end and don't know if the guy that was driving, was covered at all. Hoping to get some more information tomorrow and talking to a lawyer about it soon.

Anyway, enough about that! I got a new caption up and ready for everyone's enjoyment. ^_^ It's a simple cap, but I had an idea and tried to make it work. hope you like it!

oh, and I also have a question to answer. yay!

why do I love this stuff so much.. I mean.. I'm a successful guy.. happily married.. yet.. this fetish..

I'm not sure why this or that person enjoys this sort of thing. Various people I've met over the years have had different reasons for enjoying this fetish. Some like me, enjoy dressing up and really want to meet a Mistress to call my own. Others have just enjoyed telling story's involving this kink and that's as far as it goes.

But, From your question I think I can guess that you enjoy this as a sexual kink. (same here) Lots of my readers enjoy it just for that reason and I love to provide you with that escape with with your taboo of choice that is far from reality. But it is fun to escape to and just enjoy a naughty story or two. I know that many of my friends wish they could be open about this fetish, to share this side of them self's with a special someone or just not have to deal with hiding it and feeling guilty over it.. For a lot of people, it feels like denying someone you love another side of your self. Including me really..

I would hate to date a girl, really hit it off and then not tell her about this other side of my self. I know not everyone gets it, or they might just find it unappealing over all and just leave you to your own little world while still staying with you. But I would, and I'm sure most of my readers, like to find someone who not only enjoys it, but also wants to help you explore it. Even if that's just reading a few captions to get in the mood.

I don't really have a definite answer, but I can say I really appreciate the question and I hope you continue enjoying your fetish and remain successful and happily married for many many years to come. Many people will purge this side of them self's hundreds of times and never fully come to accept that this is just how your hard wired. Some people enjoy furry pics, others like hentai, and various other fetishes that are either taboo, or kinda tame. . I happen to enjoy Forced tales of men becoming uncontrollable sluts that are endlessly humiliated! *shrugs* would need a therapist to explain that one fully to me, and even then they might still be off as to why I enjoy all the things I do.

Oh, and I do enjoy hentai as well. I need to do more hentai TG caps..

drunk driving is NEVER a good idea!

2011-08-27T20:24:00.000-07:00

Wait! what just happened?

As you may have guessed from today's headline, I had a run in with a drunk driver. First, I want to say that everyone in my family, including the drunk/drugged up driver is safe! And second, the run in was not like the usual run in people have.

Around 1 in the morning last night me and my brothers were getting ready to to call it a night after messing around a little on a game. (it was the night before my littlest brother's birthday, which is now today.) I was going to bed and they were doing the same, when a loud Rumbling, almost like a thunderous explosion rocked our house!

I turn around and see that the walls are shaking and one of them is cracking and practically falling apart as it shifts ever so slightly to the right. Some asshole took a brand new car, got hopped on up booze and what I'm guessing was crack. (cops never said what the other substance was. ) and then drove through a telephone pole at a 120 miles an hour!

He was going so fast, that when he hit the sidewalk he flew into the air and then landed in our yard, (destroying the yard as well...) and then up our handicap accessible ramp and WHAM! right into our house! The ONLY reason it did not go through the front door was that he hit the wall that separates our living room to an adjacent room next to it. Anything more to the right and it would have gotten all of my brothers who were still sitting on the couch! My littlest brother even felt the wall behind him HIT him in the head!

So now it's a wait and see game with the insurance company's, but it looks like the houses foundation is just wrecked! With as hard as he hit our house and where he hit it, and not to mention the house is over a 100 year's old, it's not looking good. even our balcony is on it's last legs and we are praying it doesn't just fall through while it's missing two support columns.

Before any one can suggest we get out of the house, it's a little hard to move into a hotel with out the money upfront, and even harder when you have a few pets and a disabled person living with you.

Sorry about the scary/depressing post today I promise to get back to the erotica here in a bit. But I just needed to vent. I mean, who the fuck drives into a house!! ugh.. I've heard of it, I've even worried about it giving where we live. (seen a few wrecks just outside our door.) but actually having it happen is a completely different story!

Another reason for this post is to warn people that I might not be around as much int he future. this is only a possibility, but until we can get something fixed with the house, My time might be needed elsewhere. oh, and I stepped on a freaking nail and my foot is hurting like hell! ugh.. I have pics I can share of the wreck and everything, but I'm not going to be putting them up here on the blog.

common courtesy

2011-08-25T15:17:00.000-07:00

After a few of my friends recent run ins with "stolen" work, I felt it was wise for me to make a post about it here on my blog to make my views and intentions known for all my readers.

First of all, to those that own the pictures that are featured in my captions. I do not want to be seen as a thief in anyway and if you see your work here please let me know and I will give you proper credit as the model/photographer. Or, if that is not to your liking, I will remove the work altogether. I do not make any money off of your photo's what so ever and when you see them in one of my captions it is meant as a huge compliment from me to you. I saw your work and it inspired me to write out a funny, erotic, or sweet story that many people out there enjoy. Often times I will be asked who is so and so in the caption and when I DO know the answer, I ALWAYS give credit.

And now to those that might have taking my captions and posted them elsewhere, (that is my own story's set to pictures I freely admit that I do not own.) I do not mind in the slightest if you share my work with others. But what I don't care for is when there is no credit giving to the author (ME) or when you claim the work as your own! Please, if you see my captions posted elsewhere and there is no credit giving, let me know about it and I will make sure that the matter is handled and in a civil manner.

Again, I make no money off of this hobby of mine what so ever and I mean no disrespect to the models or photographers out there. And for those that enjoy my work and wish to post it elsewhere, please just give a link to my blog and give me proper credit for the layout and the story featured in the caption. I make no claim to the photo used, but the story and the layout of the caption is all mine.

Accepting it-Guest Cap

2011-08-23T17:11:00.000-07:00

Hey Everyone! Got a special caption for everyone today from KimmyinRI and a couple of questions to answer as well.

first, let me apologize for not answering these questions sooner, I don't check the form spring site everyday, Instead what I would do is check my E-mail to see if my formspring account has updated and then head on over. But I completely forgot when I changed my email, that my formspring account was still tied to my old yahoo account. Yikes! I got it fixed now, so please keep sending in your questions!

Today's caption is the first caption posted from a new Artist KimmyinRI. This is a special caption for me, not only because I think it's a very well done caption for her first out of the gate, but also because She chose to gift this to me and cited me as the inspiration to start. Here's her own words lifted directed from my trade folder at the Haven.

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My 1st Cap.

-Kimmy in RII just love your caps, and you inspired me to try making one of my own.

Feel free to post this anywhere you like.

Just give a nod to Kimmy in RI, and keep posting new caps for us all to enjoy.
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I've received some caps int he past from new artists and it's always a kick to me to see that I'm the first choice, or at the very least my prefs matched their own enough that let them make something to get into it. But I think this is the first time I've been told that I've inspired someone to make a caption. Bren from over at the haven mentioned that my work played a role in her starting her own, but it wasn't until she was well over a 1000 caps made that I found that out.

It's always a kick to me to hear that sort of stuff, not only because I'm very flattered and honored, but it's also how I started capping my self. Feel's a little like I've come full circle and I am very esstatic right now! I'd like to discuss what I really liked about this caption, last night when I read it for the first time I was just blown away that Kimmy had made me this, but now I've had some time to let it set in.

First thing I noticed, was how it felt like we had walked in on either the end of one story, or the beginning of another. Like a moment stolen right out of a larger series and leaves you asking many questions. At first, I thought the man had forced her into this position, and he very well could have. The moment her lips touched his cock and took him deep into her throat, she was his. It could have been some final act that filled her with new deisires, so she could have been fighting against it this whole time and this was the final submission.

But! Then the unnamed man calls her his "Secret little cock sucking slut". That changes thing's, the way the man is talking to her it's a bit demeaning, forceful, but by the end of the cap it seems like there was no foul play at all. She's still very much her own person, he's just giving her what she and most likely, him, need. The caption could go either way, a forced tale or willing, but I think for sure deep down, that girl wanted it. Because there's no reason for him to keep it secret if the feelings she is expressing for him are brought on by a drug or magic.

Unless! she's his shameful secret and he's using her to fulfill his own dirty fantasy! That's what I loved about this story, that almost anything could have happened before and after it and all of it is true. it just depends on what you see in the story and what you like most.

I hope you keep Writing more captions Kimmy! And you can request anything you like from me, I will do my best to get back to you with your very own caption!

And now my questions! yay!

nice hippie chick pic on the 3rd..maybe you could do a hippie-themed caption..a guy making jokes about his hippie neighbor's bare feet, forced to become a barefoot hippie chick?

Thanks! ^_^ I do enjoy the hippie chick look and have been capped as one a couple of time's. I've wanted to make my own for a while, including one where pot or some sort of drug was the cause of the TF. But revenge is always a fun motive for the change. I guess the free love that I could include in the cap would be a fitting punishment for the prude neighbor. I'll see if I can come up with anything for a hippie TF! Thanks for the question!

Hi how much dos t cost o become a member please as i love your site xxxx

*blush* Wow, you would pay to join my site? *gush* Thank you very much for the kind words, but my site is 100% free and I wouldn't charge anyone for enjoying my captions. If I could figure out how to make a living off of this, I would. (writing for some sort of TG publication out there, etc) but I wouldn't charge anyone for the caps featured on this blog. You can become a member though! All you have to do is click the follow button to the right. ^_^ which is currently at 291 members!! WOO!!

My Mistress, My submission.

2011-08-22T17:06:00.000-07:00

I.. am a romantic at heart.. <_< >_> What? It's true! I have a very vivid imagination and when it's not focused on horror, some over the top action sequence, or a really naughty gut wrenching forced tale, I like to fantasize about that special someone. of course, my special someone might be different then yours.. Or maybe you totally get today's caption!

When coming up with this caption, I didn't start with the picture like I normally do. I knew exactly what I wanted to do before I started looking for anything, But the subject matter is very special to me so it had to be just right. which took 3 or so days..

I try not so shove my believes, my hobbies, or my choice of lifestyle down anyone's throat. All I ever ask in return is that people are as accepting of mine, as I am of theirs. So this caption isn't a sort of my way is better, or anything like that. It's just what I felt when I was writing it out.

Oh, and uh.. I felt that I would have ruined the little story I have here if I pointed out in the story monologue at any point that this was a TG tale. But I assure you, The girl in the story was not always a girl. That's just the kind of fantasy I enjoy. ^_^

Not getting it

2011-08-18T17:24:00.000-07:00

So, Smitty and I were chatting one night and I had just recently made a few captions that have been called a "punch in the gut", I think a few of my captions have that feeling and it's certainly something I shoot for When I'm writing up my darker stuff. But, I've also been on a bit of a bimbo kick lately for some reason. I have a a tiny bit of a bimbo fetish my self, but I've made very few bimbo caps.

Anyway, as I was saying, I was talking with Smitty one night and thought aloud, could I make a bimbo cap with that punched gut feeling? Bimbo's are normally so ditzy and and air head like you can't hurt their feelings no matter what you do. They wouldn't even understand That your being mean to them! They would just luagh it off and ignore you because you are no long interesting.

Smitty thought it was possible and so did I. but I didn't have a clue as to what the story was. And Smitty gave me a wonderful idea that he later and turned into one hell of a dark button pushing bimbo story. Really, go check it out! ok, back? good, told you it was a button pusher. Where was I.. oh yeah, it was that suggested idea that lead to today's caption. I'm not going to give anything away, but let's say.. Bimbos still have feelings, they just don't understand them as well as everyone else....

caught by the blue

2011-08-15T17:38:00.000-07:00

This one probably could have worked out a lot better as a 2-3 part series. But for some reason I really didn't want to do that for this caption. I think I only had one picture, but since then I've found more of the set, so I'm a little iffy on the time line for this one. I have a terrible long term memory. Anyway, I hope you still enjoy it!

Skips in time

2011-08-12T15:56:00.000-07:00

I probably would have done a much better lay out if I even thought this idea was going to work. I forget what brought it about, but i wanted to see if I could fit in the beginning, the middle, and the end in one single cap and keep it pretty short. leaving everything else up to the reader and fill in some blanks.

it worked out a lot better then I thought it would, so in that regard, it was a success. But I'm not all that happy with the look of this cap. The pictures are fine, the story is what I was going for, but the lay out is kinda ugly to me now. I think I was just really wrapped up with getting more caps out when I made this and some caps got a fun lay out and others got something simple.

I think I hate this layout..

Playing ball!

2011-08-09T12:00:00.000-07:00

I'll be honest, I know nothing about the rules of baseball. But Dalene enjoys sports themes in her caps. I've been told that what I have in the cap fits, but I can't help but feel that I got something in this caption wrong.. Still, I enjoy all the taunts and teases in it.

And I want to say, that the lay out is very plain because I was just more or less excited that I had an idea for a cap. I was on a role during the time I made it and pumped some of them out like a machine and was just happy to come up with a fun story. I might have done it differently if I wasn't also working on 2 others for Dalene and various others for people.

it was going so well

2011-08-05T16:33:00.000-07:00

Ok, fun button pusher for today. Wanted to play off a cross dressing fantasy and ending up getting exactly what you hope for. *giggle*

Once a sissy always a sissy.

2011-08-03T15:54:00.000-07:00

Thought I would dress up, (dress down?) for today's cap.

Hey! I'm still making some new stuff here and there, for the first time in a while I've been working on some cap in some way or another every day as of late..

Don't worry about not seeing the caption in today's post, you just have to click the link to see it. I get more accurate stats when I put it in the post vs just putting it up on the main page. which is why I'm dressed like a hippie chick today, thought I would give you all something nice to look at. :D

When i first saw this picture, I had a glimmer of an idea of what I wanted to do with it. I pictured it was some sort of drug overdose and she couldn't help but just OD on all those pills. Problem was.. it wasn't pills, it was candy! I spent some time looking for a pic similar to it, but with pills instead.. But nothing came close to what I was getting from this picture, it was just to perfect for the story I wanted to tell.

So, instead of worrying about semantics, I instead just jumped right in and see where I could take the idea. While I was messing with the layout, I working on the story in my head. Trying to figure out who the girl was before, why she was covered in bits of candy and why she seemed to obsessed with them. Well, I had been wanting to try out Smitty's xxtacy Series with my own spin on the story's, so why not lace the candy's with that stuff?

I'll admit, I was a little nervous about taking his xxtacy series and telling my own series. I thought I could do it, but I had a lot to live up to after I had tackled his Suckubus series. I'm not trying to compare today's cap to that one, they are both entirely different except for the fact that they are both captions based on Smitty's work. But, I did want to make him happy and excited to see someone else take his stuff and do something great with it!

i thought the candy laced with xxtacy might be too odd ball for it.. But the more I played with the layout and the more unsettling it it started to look. (but at the same time, inviting) I thought the candy's would be a truly evil way to turn someone into a sissy and get them hooked! Of course, it couldn't just be a nasty trick.. turning his sweet tooth against him wasn't really mean enough for me.. And it wasn't big enough for my first stab at the xxtacy series, a series that I think handles the drug change method a 1000 times better then my own lust series has. (I have a plan to fix that.. )

It was around this time that I had finished the layout and felt like I could start the story and worry about why it was done to him as I wrote it out. I know I wanted to make the sissy a real 'victim' of someones jealousy, so.. why not a reformed sissy drug addict that's now dating your ex? That would make a naturally jealous guy, go to some sick extreme methods to get revenge! Not only is he turning another guy into a sissy drug addict, but he's getting a former sissy drug addict back on his habit!

The villain of the piece went to unreasonable means to get back at his ex, he took the fact she was dating a former xxtacy user as a personal insult to his own male pride and his revenge was fueled by nothing but blind hate and disdain for him. Suddenly that cute colorful cap was way darker then it appears. Just like the xxtacy laced skittles all over the floor.. He might as well as slipped poison into the bag, because his life is in a downward spiral and there's no coming back.

it's at this time that i feel like I've either gone on to long, or not long enough.. One reason my posts look a little jumbled as I try to describe the in's and outs of why I did this or how I came up with that, is because, sometimes it just feels like I'm on autopilot and I really don't have to think it out. It just comes to me naturally as I work on it. I try to piece together the events, but really I'm kinda guessing at some of the events.

I think I came up with the xxtacy element of the story as soon as i saw the pic, but I also had the problem of dealing with the fact it's skittles! (which by the way, I really love the "Taste the rainbow bitch" line) So, on one hand, I have most of what i need to tell the story and on the other hand, everything just sort of falls into place or feels like a natural progression of the events. So as I see it, it went a little something like this:

Finds picture
XXtacy overdose story!
Candy? what the hell am I going to do with candy?
nope, no pill popper pics..
Lace the candy with xxtacy!
Layout, layout, layout!
Cool layout!
Start details of story. Bastard jealous guy is real bastard..
ahh! drug over dose of a former addict! sick and twisted!
Finish cap!
figure out a way to explain this thought process to everyone else and still feel like I missed my mark..
Still happy with caption! :D

The lies you will believe

2011-07-30T02:22:00.000-07:00

Hey! Another cap hot off the presses! Feel's good to be saying that again. ^_^

When I set out to make this caption, I actually had more then I normally do, I had just the sort of story I wanted to tell. I usually have to let a picture speak to me before I have any idea, but this time I knew I wanted to tell the story of a slave being devastated by a promise/lie that she was willing to believe to keep her self going.

But that was really just the ending of the story; I still had to work it out and come up with a back story. This was going to be a bit more of a button pusher, but instead it came out a little more emotional and darker then I had first thought it up. I had pictured at first, finding a girl on her knee's with some sad look on her face and possibly having her master in the frame, so they could tell the whole story through spoken dialog.

Then I thought, an inner monologue would give the whole thing a different, more unsettling tone. It's been a while since I did just something a little more visceral and trying to capture a single moment in time. The thought immediately sent my creative juices flowing so I looked and looked until I found this picture, I knew it would be perfect for it.

I originally just threw up the white text boxes as a place holder; I was going to instead remove the color and just have floating text there. But, as I went along, It grew on me. I mostly write up in the moment though, with only knowing that i need to get from point a to point b in the cap with as much room I have to work with. So The story it self just sort of flowed out on to screen, instead of me plotting each and every new piece of the story, I just wrote what felt like was her inner thoughts on what had just happened that day.

it's getting late and I think I could probably keep discussing this for hours and still feel like I'm missing out some details. So, I hope you all enjoyed the cap and today's post. ^_^

lied and lost, loved and found.

2011-07-27T21:51:00.000-07:00

Woo! And another new one! Just finished it actually, so brand spanking new. I'm kind of excited about it, so if there's more typos then usual, forgive me. Hope you all enjoy it! It's a 5 part series of an internet love affair!

look below for more info yo!

There's a new sweet girl over at the haven just getting into caption's over at the haven and she was asking for some active capper's if they were interested in trading with her. Well, I've been looking for any way I can to find inspiration and after looking over her prefs, they seemed like they would be a fun challenge.

Her prefs included 3 key elements that stood out to me, 1: increasing beauty. A theme I don't think I've done and I don't think I've seen requested before. 2: lesbian theme and having always believed she was a lesbian. and 3: forgetting who she was entirely. Another theme I don't think I've done too much of. Mostly because I LOVE it when the person holds on to just a tiny bit of them self's. Even if it's just an annoying voice deep in their sub conscious. But giving the other two prefs, it seemed like it might make for a fun story.

It wasn't until I started looking up some of her suggested models and pornstars that I got an idea on how to do the story. The model in today's cap has done a TON of web cam pics. So, I got the idea to try and write it all up like it's an IM conversation. My first attempt of just taking a screen shot didn't really work.. So I took Smitty's advice and just make a crude mock up for it in comiclife. Not that bad i don't think.. get's the idea across any way.

I'll let most of the cap speak for it self. But there was a whole subplot i was going to work up where not only was he becoming the girl he was pretending to be, but also a bimbo version of herself. But It would have make this whole thing about 20 pages long just to work in absolutely everything I wanted to do for it.

I hope I got across that every time she tried to do something manly, she would fall more under the spell. having everything take place in a IM chat made it a little difficult to get some things across and make the chat believable. So, I used 3 examples to show that the more he fought the changes, the more girly he became. That being the 2 trips to the gym, and his vow to fight it right before he starts to forget his name.

One last thing I wanted to mention, I hope I got across that each break in the windows is a whole new conversation and possibly a new day altogether. I wanted to add time stamps to everything, but i had no room for any of that.

Ok, hope you all liked it! ^_^

Made to order, A house of bondage tale

2011-07-25T15:47:00.000-07:00

I bring you a new 5 part series! Brand new! Like, the other day brand new! and it marks the return of my old series, the house of bondage. I know there's more stuff I can do with this universe and this is exactly what I'm trying to do with today's series. Slowly the in's and out's of the little universe is unfolding and in time I'll be able to mess around with it just a little more then I do now and possibly tell bigger story's with in it, giving enough time for development.

If you want to see the rest of the series, you have to click the title of the post and read on. It give's me a better idea on how many people are reading these caps and the posts. ^_^

So, don't read any of this unless you have already finished the cap and won't to hear a little more. I really don't have an idea of what I want to discuss about today's caption, So I'm just going to ramble on a little.

spoilers!

The house of bondage started out as an idea to use up a few pictures of girls tied up as pieces of furniture, I thought it would be fun to tell a few story's of men ending up as nothing more then objects in a house dedicated to untaped desires, unknown pleasures, and your wildest dreams could come true. That is, if the head's of the household deemed you worthy of such rewards. But often, that wasn't the case.. *giggle* But that's how it goes in TG captions isn't it?

Then I moved on to a little more of ending up as bondage playthings for wealthy and privileged folk to fulfill their every need and base instinct. That's where today's caption picks up, playing around with the houses concept of the worthy and unworthy.

I wanted to illustrate that slave/pet/toy/sub, they all held the same worth in the house of bondage. Just a cog in someone Else's fantasy. More often then not, the person filling that role in the fantasy never wanted it, never knew the person they are forced to serve, and for all the house was concerned, they were just taking up space in the world by not being worthy in their eye's.

Sure, there's some sub's and slaves that hold a special place in the house, but those are the one's who wanted to be their and serve another. Much like the red head in today's story. She wasn't a Mistress, she was just following her Mistresses order's.

the other girl that David was trying to turn out and use for his own need's, she was just an innocent bystander. I tried to show that she really had no voice, no say in what happened but placing her text boxes behind the others. No one ever acknowledging her cry's or pleas as they carry out David's/Johnathan's fantasy.

I didn't explain it very much in the caption, but the ritual they were performing wasn't exactly standard practice. It was just one thing they could do, to make sure their member's were fully satisfied. using magic and other means to fulfill any request. Even complete and total submission after being bathed in what has to be gallons of cum. What a way to go!

I think That's all, I really don't know if my post was very coherent or interesting, I just kinda said what ever I felt like. Just yakking along and hoping someone out there would find it a fun read. ^_^ I hope you enjoyed today's story!

you know what you are asking right?

2011-07-22T12:01:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody! Been a little behind on posts, but does it help that I've been capping again? No? Then here's another cap for you all to enjoy!

I don't remember much about this one.. it was a during a time when I was making so many caps I was working on my next as soon as I was done with my last one. (sometimes two at a time!) But I know I wanted play around with a forced angle and willing. Came out pretty nice I think. ^_^

Edit: I added a alt layout based on some suggestions.

The Haven Quarterly! A Community E-zine!

2011-07-18T21:24:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone! I know I've lacked on updates, but you know how I like to leave up caps for friends in case they see it. But today I bring you a special announcement! The Haven e-zine was just released!

What is the heaven e-zine you might be asking your self? Well it's a collection of story's, ad's, advice column's, caption's and more! all in one nifty little package. Over a dozen haven artists and writer's contributed to this project and made something really special! People that you may have heard of, Deementia, Martha, Caitlyn-masked, Smitty, and Mistress Simone, and me! Plus Many other talented individual's from The Haven!

If you want to know how you can get your very own copy, all you have to do is donate 10 dollars to the haven, either by mail or paypal. It's close to 40 pages of content you will not find anywhere else! And if you act now, Smitty has graciously offered to make a special caption for the first 50 who donate! So if your interested, head on over to the link below for more details!
The Haven Quarterly!

Self Image

2011-07-14T17:42:00.000-07:00

So this is one of my newest captions and it has a bit of an in joke. (funny that Dee just made a post about this very thing.) But I made sure to even explain that in the cap for anyone that doesn't know Petra.

I'll be rambling a little bit about this caption, so if you want to hear me yammer on, just click the title of the post. ^_^

I'm not really sure why, but this is the second Caption for Petra that was inspired by a personal experience I've had. I know that I never just want to give her any old caption, i want to make something unique or special in some way. But I do that for a few people I know. So For what ever reason, This one and That answers that question have been a little more meaningful behind the inspiration for them.

I'm not sure how she feels about it, besides posts on the haven and Private Msg's to her about haven issues (though I did ask how she felt about me getting in touch with her besides that stuff. No word.) We haven't had much to say to each other. But I always thought it gave it a special touch when you add in something personal. I've enjoyed doing it though, I think the caps have been fun/sexy and I know that she enjoyed them over all, so that's what's important. ^_^

This one of course is inspired by my dip in the hypnosis pool, I started my sessions with picturing my self on a staircase and imagining how it felt taking each step as I felt more relaxed. It worked amazingly well! And I kinda miss not having the feeling of each step moving up my leg's. I could have just done that for a few hours and been happy! it was very soothing, little hard to explain but it was very pleasing.

I first made it down to 6 steps, then 8, and finally (in the first session) I made it to 10 steps. I'm not exactly Sure how proud I should be over that.. but I was pretty ecstatic! I knew I had to put what I was doing in my hypnosis sessions and try to blend a bit of reality with usual fantasy aspect that comes with TG hypnosis caps. So when it came time to make Petra a caption for her birthday, (ok.. it was late.. but like I said, I don't want to give her any old cap.) I knew I had the basis for my caption.

I spent like.. 4 to 6 hours each day looking for just the right picture. For 3 days! But It is impossible to find a red head looking into a mirror with stairs in the back. I didn't even have to have the mirror! I just needed a red head that looked like she was listening to someone speak as she stood at the bottom of some stairs in a sort of trance.. But I could not find anything that fit with that I was looking for.

Thankfully, Martha started a running gag involving Petra as a blonde. For those that Don't know, Petra has a huge thing for red heads! (who doesn't!? :D ) So when I found this little gem, the rest of the story came together. Yeah, it's sort of joke caption... But I can say from some experience that it is grounded in reality a bit. I was asked in a hypnosis session to picture my perfect Asian self image and for some weird reason I pictured her with pig tails.. So it can happen! I feel better about giving her something not exactly meant to push buttons, when it is personal like this.

And now I have a question! YAY!

(are you ready to rock’ tg comic)

I'm always ready to rock! haven't you seen some of the posts and captions dedicated to music and music inspired TG caps? I also like to rocking back and forth in a corner after I've been used and abused, and rocking away in the sack with some stud. :D Or just rocking back and forth as I swing away from the ceiling.

After the Training

2011-07-13T12:48:00.000-07:00

I'm not entirely sure if the tall girl in this pic is a guy in drag or not. but that's exactly why I capped it! It was just screaming to be made into a sissy caption. ^_^

I see there's some typo's.. there's always freaking typos.. I might have the original file still to fix it up. But I wanted to put something up for everyone. Hope you enjoy! Please read on if you want to hear a little more.

I never did a cap that showed a successful training of a sissy graduate, So I thought I would take a crack out of it. I don't remember to much from the time I made this cap, but I do know that I think it came out pretty well for what I was going for.

This picture seemed like a perfect fit for the idea, and it's always a classic theme to have your send you off for training because your not much of a man or husband. But what happens after the training? it's very rarely that you see what it is the wife is going to do with her new sissy husband. So, that's why this cap picks up where most of those would be done and over with. I'm sure there's more that could be done with this idea, but I mostly work in single cap, so it's just a look into the life of a well trained sissy. ^_^

maiesissyophulmila. aka Pregnant sissy bitch fetish

2011-07-10T12:44:00.000-07:00

what a title huh? I took the clinical name for a pregnancy fetish, maiesiophilia, And messed around with it. I think this might be my last pregnancy cap for a while, but Someone I know asked if I could get a little twisted with a pregnant cap. I might could get a little darker with this subject, but not bad for my second pregnant/humiliation cap. ^_^

Still playing. 2 part series

2011-07-07T16:05:00.000-07:00

Did this one for a good Friend, It's a two part caption so if you want to see the whole thing please click the title of the post. Trying to get a better idea of how many views I'm getting.

I think it's the closest I've come to capturing his fantasy in a caption format. Layout is pretty simple, but I tried winging the story as I went. Hope you all like it, I know my friend did. ^_^

A long held secret

2011-07-04T18:55:00.000-07:00

looking sexy with a healthy glow

Happy 4th everyone! Had a nice cookout today and did a little yard work. Don't worry though! today is not an update on how i'm doing and there is a caption! ^_^ you just have to click the post to find it.

Pss.. It's a series! ^_^ And I know there's an error here and there, but I lost the original file for it so I couldn't fix it up before posting it. Hope you all enjoy!

She knows what you like

2011-07-03T13:24:00.000-07:00

Sorry I didn't make any posts for the last two day's. I was hopping to get more reply's for my last post before moving on, and I know once it's no longer the latest post, the chances for anyone commenting on it is not very good.

So how about a nerdy caption that rhymes? Read on if you like. ^_^ I also answer another question from formspring. if you have your own question you want to ask, no matter what it is, please send me something in the little formspring box to the right of this post.

Believe it or not, I was trying to go for a they might be giants feel for the caption. Me and lyndee had been talking about music and the subject turned to their stuff and I was soon listening to it for days. I tried to match some things I had noticed in their lyrics, in where they talk about a subject but never out right explain a story. you get everything you need to know by just listening to it. So, I tried to skip over explaining what had happened to lyndee in the song/cap and just focus on the situation she found her self in. Which was being a hot chick with new feelings, and still has a nerdy mind.

I'm not sure how many of these geek references apply to lyndee, but I really enjoy exploring that theme with her. I mentioned Marvel and the X-men, star trek, doctor who, Buffy and angel, and Mario. I don't know, when I sing the song in my head it doesn't sound much like they might be giants, as it does a pop song with a sexy rap.

I know she's not wearing a button up shirt like she mentions in the song, But this picture just screamed lyndee to me. I just HAD to use it for her and i think it works. The line about the button shirt is also the only part of the story where I got a little vulgar. I didn't want to get too graphic with it for a couple of reasons, and one was because I was trying to base it on TMBG.

I have another Question from formspring today. yay!

(Could you do a cap that involves kigurumi?)

I think one day I could possibly do that, yeah. for a couple of reasons, 1, I have a friend that enjoys that form of cosplay. 2, it would probably be the only way I could somewhat look like a girl out in public. even if my head would be a little big.. and 3, I like those story's where your glued into a wig or dress, I've read a few that pushed my buttons and that would probably be a fun way of doing it. Anyone ever see that episode of robot chicken with the couple of sizes too small pink power ranger outfit on Halloween? yeah, something like that maybe.

I have no plans for anything like that right now, but doing a stuck in a outfit sort of caption sounds like fun. In case some of my reader's are confused as to what Kigurmi is, it's a form of cosplay with a bodysuit and a large mask that often looks like an anime or video game character. I've never done it my self, but I've seen some interesting outfits done in that style. The large head threw me at first, but seeing as how it's an accepted form of cosplay and would hide my identity pretty well, it's a nice trade off. Plus, I love to dress up so a big mask sounds like fun to me.

Questions and a state of mind.

2011-06-29T17:37:00.000-07:00

Ready and submitting

So today is another vanity post I suppose. I'll get back to some caps here soon, most likely tomorrow. But I've put off making this post for a while and I also have a question from formspring to answer. ^_^

(Can u make some caps of diapered issues or diapered cucks)

I'm thinking this question came up because of the recent Pregnant Captions that I've been putting up. Well, I never gave much thought to diapered,or diapered cucks. Just like I never gave much thought so some other kinks or fetish's I don't share. I have no problem with them and wouldn't really have a problem capping them. (there's just a few hard limits I have. like scat or underage.)

My problem with doing a diapered caption would be, I really don't have an idea of what makes something like that appealing to people. For me, I can see there's some humiliation there but I find humiliation in so many other themes, diapered is not high on my list and therefore not a button pusher.

So like unique tf's or pregnant caps, I would have to have a reason for making something like that before I would consider it. Maybe I owed someone a trade for a caption they did for me, or it was some sort of challenge, or someone requested it in a donation reward. Then I would give it some thought and try and understand what it is that pushes your buttons about a diapered cap and see if I can find something in the story I'm telling, that also appeals to me on some lvl. It's not my thing, But I'm not against trying new stuff.

Read on for a little more rambling.

Dee had recently discussed submission over at her blog and thought I should post my comments from over there, to over here. Seeing as how my blog is a little more (lot more!) geared towards the subject then her's is. So before I go on, I should probably post her comment's first, before I put up my reply.

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(Sometimes, doing things simply is the best policy.

I think this is a hot caption, and I"m glad that I made it for Jennifer, because I think she not only GETS the idea behind it, but appreciates it. As I've said before, the MIND is the biggest erogenous zone that humans have. It is what makes us appreciate something that not everyone else would like (fetishes) and keeps things interesting sexually. You can see it when browsing through the preferences databases and Haven members personal requests for what they do and don't like in captions made for them.

In this panel, I was trying to capture a bit of what I used to do when captioning, but still present it with my current presentation. It isn't complex, but gets right to the heart of the situation, and doesn't beat around the bush. There is technically a stinger at the end, but it isn't a twist as much as an affirmation about the whole situation that lead up to the ending.

TMI WARNING BEGINS

I tend to fall into this form of submission. I have no desire to be tightly restrained. I would probably freak out and it would not end well. I also appreciated those with rope and knot skills, and wish I had studied more in boy scouts! However, being lightly tied up with nylons or fuzzy cuffs, and instead of a hood, perhaps a pair of a females panties over my eyes (perhaps pre-moistened by her aroused passion for controlling me) would NOT be rejected in my bedroom. I prefer my Dom/sub relationships to be more cerebral than actually physical. When I am Dom, I will taylor my control to what the sub would prefer, though I will always put my spin on it. IS that an actual knife I am using to trace a path down your spine, or just a letter opener? Does it really matter if your eyes are closed?

TMI WARNING ENDS

That is why I probably like this caption A LOT! Jennifer thinks much more about things like this, so I won't speak for her. She can probably talk much better about this, but I think the caption taps into that cerebral nature of submission.

DISCUSSION QUESTION: For you, does the control have to be more REAL or illusionary? What would the percentages be in your actual life? in TG captions?)
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I firmly Believe that Submission, true Submission, starts in the mind. It can have the physical aspect with cuffs, blindfold's, gag's, clamps, etc. But those are all just tool's the enhance the initial submission from the Sub. You already have this feeling of, I want to give you control, I trust you. But the feelings that cuff's, or a blindfold would bring would leave you feeling more exposed, more vulnerable, more submissive. You gave all you could to this person and trust them to take care of you, but these tools are meant to draw you in further. or if your not naturally submissive already, put you in that state of mind.

Every one of my D/s Relationships have started in much the same way. it blossoms slowly. it's never, hey want to take control for a few hour's and make me feel like your pet? it's more subtle then that. I was never looking for a Mistress or master when I finally did meet one. OK, that's halve true, I am always looking But I wasn't going out and asking them to do it. I was just chatting to them like I would friend's or acquaintance's., then like a switch going off, I have this need, this feeling to call them Mistress/Ma'am or Master/Sir.

It just overwhelmed me, I would keep my tongue in check, but I couldn't deny how they made me feel. how they presented them self's was as if they were not speaking to me at face value, it was like they were talking to Jennifer, the submissive. it was quite a shock when I first felt this feeling, but it's considerably different from pretending. I felt as if someone had slapped on a pair of mental handcuff's and I liked it!

It was so simple to just step aside and let them control, It felt wonderful for me, freeing and exciting at the same time. I am always in control in my day to day life and I'm also always fighting against those things I can't control. Even when it comes to my own thoughts and feelings. but when I submitted, I didn't have to worry about that, sure.. these issues still were there, they existed. But I didn't have to put so much wasted energy into them, no.. I just have to deal with them as they came along and love being in the moment with my Dominate.

In real life, I would say it's a little hard to break down in percentage's. if you mean how much time I spend on either side of the fence. Well, that would be 99 % in control, and 1% submissive.

but if you mean how much I would like to give, that's where it gets tricky. The right person, the right situation, I would give 100% to them And everyone else would get nothing. So for one person I'm submissive, but in all other cases I'm In control. Breaking it down into percentages of how much you would give to someone is a little vague, because I don't submit to every single person. I don't Submit 20 % of the time to this person or that person, and then 80 % of the time I'm in control. It's just the one person I would submit to. So I could say it's 100% in control, and 100 % submissive.

in tg caps, heh.. that's pretty hard too. I like to fight it, like to say I'm not submissive and have someone fight me into submission. but I also enjoy caps where I'm just as naturally submissive to that one person, (or in the case of some caps, everyone!) as I can be in real life.

Some who know me, also know that my OCD can become quite the burden and the two issues came up in a sort of "therapy" session. The other person that was with me and discussing my OCD saw a little more of the reason's why Submission is a comfort to me.

Though I'm normally in control in all area's of my life, I also sub consciously take on things that are clearly beyond my, or anyone Else's control. So, I can find relief in submission from those things that would normally put unneeded stress on me. Not saying it takes care of it all, but it helps to have a more authoritative in charge, instead of the one that get's me stuck in a loop.

I'm not really sure where I'm going with this on my own blog, but I know how I feel about submission and it's not only sexual, but appeals to me on a very personal level. I know that before I really discovered this side of my self years ago, that it was only a sexual thing, It was a huge turn on and sparked my curiosity. So when I say there's a considerably different feeling between role-playing submission and enjoying it for it's kink factor, I mean it touches me in more ways then just eroticism. Among them are things like, comfort, trust, acceptance, relaxation, pride, fulfillment, and one day I would hope, love.

So maybe I would like to hear your views on it, maybe your fondest memory's of submission? Playing around with it or a true moment where submission was a natural feeling for you. What would it take for you to get in that mindset? What does it take? What is it's appeal, if any, to you? Do you some times feel submissive or curious to know what it's like? Or maybe there's a few Dom/Domme's out there that can give there views their side of the fence, or what they like about submission in another person.

Just updating

2011-06-26T15:11:00.000-07:00

Opps! Caught me with my drawers down

So today's post is sort of a what's what and what's going sort of thing. I have been capping lately, not as much as I would like. But It's at least something. ^_^ yay!

My Jennifer story has been on my mind and I think I might be ready to delve back into it. Although, a recent hard drive crashed wiped all the pics I had for it, including around.. 39'000 others! Yeah.. Now I have to gather new stuff up and find what I can of the stuff I did have. ugh.. But I have fun with that and normally find some sort of inspiration in it when I do. So, I'm looking at it as win. I get an excuse to search for more pics and you all possibly get more caps!

Still in debt at the haven, but working my way through that slowly but surely. It's one of the major reasons I haven't picked up my Jennifer story in some time, I feel bad doing something just for my self when I owe some returns.

I'm still planing the interactive caption mentioned only briefly about a month or more back. I'll have to explain that in a more detailed post, but it includes reader participation through comments. It sounds like a fun one!

Damn Hormones

2011-06-25T14:08:00.000-07:00

Hey yo! Another update and another brand new cap! Yay! This one was interesting in how it came about actually, A friend over at a site I frequent got in touch with me about my blog. She told me how much she enjoyed my captions, and asked if i had done any pregnant caps.

I haven't done to many of those really, But was interested in giving it another shot. So I asked her what sort of stuff she was looking for in a preggers cap, when she mentioned embarrassment and humiliation, I knew it wouldn't be THAT hard for me. *giggle* So please enjoy my 4th pregnant cap ever! yay!

And continue on if you want to read my latest answer from form spring. ^_^

(How I can be like you? )

Such A flattering thought, you want to be like me? *blush* Well, I guess it's how much you mean that, do you mean exactly like me? Running a caption blog site, playing games, loving horror movies, flirting, crossdressing, modding over at the haven, making wonderful friends, etc. all the small and big things that make me, me. there's really no way to answer that, you could try to follow in my own foot steps, but in the end you would still be your own person. And that is really something special. ^_^ And who ever it is that asked this question, I would love to get to know the person you are right now.

of course, there's always room for improvement, even for me. (god knows there's plenty to improve upon..) besides my own medical issues and personal family issues, everything else is just what I picked up over the years and seemed to work for me. for example, when I first started to join in at TG community sites I was very shy, for a while even was just a lurker. Not saying anything, it changed when I felt that I wanted to reach out to others like me and shared my same interests.

From there I just started to grow out of my shell, and while there was plenty of people I looked up too, I didn't set out to be just like them. I set out to make myself stand out, make me unique by just being me. Couple of my early tricks was using mila as my avatar and this ^_^ as my signature smiley. But even though I had those things to make my posts stand out, I still felt like I was just getting to know my self all over again as well.

Jennifer, my female online personality, is very different from my real world self, but at the same time, not really. Jennifer can show more emotions, share more about her self and also unwind a little better then Jeremy can. in a lot of ways, Jennifer is the whole me untethered by the limitations I feel hold me back in the real world. I was always the strong one in the family, both physically and emotionally. So, it's very hard for me to show a softer side, I can cut up like I do online, but it's a very different feeling. I feel more free in my femme persona, more like my self and not as worried as being seen in a certain light. (some of my friends might find that part hard to believe, but it's true. *giggle*)

So, I guess what I'm saying is, if you want to be like me, then just start exploring part's of your self. do the things your comfortable with doing, take some baby steps and venture on out and see where your experiences take you. Maybe start chatting with people online like I did? or meet up with like minded people in person? (be safe on that one!) Maybe you can start capping a little your self, try and start up your own blog or join one of the many wonderful TG related forums like I did many years ago, such as the haven or one of the many Roleplay sites out there like D+X institute or Locked in lace. Before you know it, you have carved out a little niche for your self and hopefully, are happy with your own person. Just try what feels good for you and if you seen anything I do that you think you would enjoy, then by all means, go for it!

Everything I ever wanted: 4 part series. an All or Nothing tale!

2011-06-23T21:07:00.000-07:00

Full update time! yay! Took a little longer then I liked, but I had some things going on yesterday. if you already read today's story, you can still read on past the break and see me yakkity yak about it. Or just comment below. ^_^ (No account needed!)

Today's story was Made for the incomparable (stroking egos are fun!) Smitty! Who has been making me quite a few lovely tales of will crushing humiliation and pleasure. Including a tale based on my favorite TG story I've read over the year's. All or nothing which is a 3 part series from the Incredibly sexy Trisha who's knack for pushing my sissy humiliation loving buttons is outstanding! (stroke)

If you haven't read all or nothing yet, or Trisha's other tales of sissy subjugation, then.. what's wrong with you? Just kidding! (sort of..) you really should check it out, and especially before you read on past the break.
So, I've always wanted to do something set in the all or nothing universe. It had that perfect mix of alpha males and helpless sissy's that I look for. Not to say I only enjoy it like she did it, but she definitely gave me the clues needed to figuring out what I like about competition themed TG Caps and story's.

in fact, nearly all of my own competition centric Themed caps are fashioned after the all or nothing series. from my newest tale, to A certain kind of girl and 8! 9! 10! new slut!. But I never knew how to tackle it and try to turn it into a caption.

I wanted to cover everything Trisha did in her tale, the reveal of what happens to the loser, (or at least building on the fear of what would happen if you lost.) the fight it self where all is laid on the line and in one moment you lose everything. And then what the new slaves have to put up with, no matter who you knew, no matter how many friends you had, they would all be using you like the slut you are now.

but the biggest problem I always had, was wanting to show that moment of being pinned. I could never find one of a girl and a guy having sex on a mat in what could possibly pass for the arena at Mason and Mason. lucky for me, Smitty is a huge fan of the universe as well, so when I got myself a requested caption based on that very universe, I knew I didn't have to cover every single thing.

So instead, I focused on one of the things I think I do best. Emotions! I would really like to learn how to pull it back and focus on sensations of a stocking covered leg or lipstick staining newly pillow soft lips. instead, I always go for how that makes them feel instead. But, play to your strengths right?

And that's what I think I did. I took one of my favorite moments in the all or nothing series, where Brandon went to mingle with one of the waitresses. A former employee of Mason and Mason who had gambled everything for one thing, A plane. he loved to fly, he didn't care that he had to crush another man for his passion. He was just an obstacle for him to over come and get what he wanted. Much like everyone else really, but the main story was a little personal between Tyler and Brandon.

So I focused on just that, the fact that someone else wanted to take everything from you, make you a "non-factor" (to quote the story. ) in my own story, I wanted to show that everything Simon (Smitty) had, everything he had won, meant more to him then the other man he was coming up against. And soon that man would be another "thing" for him to call his own.

it was really to the point that Simon took it personal, he hated the fact that the other guy didn't care about what he wanted, he just wanted to win and take it all from him. I even tried to reflect his greediness in his last name, "Moore" And once Simon win's, he would hold all of those prizes over the losers head. Showing him everything that could have been his if he was a better man. like the story suggests, the best part of winning for Simon was rubbing it in and making them clean the house they would have won, have rough sex with him in the bed room they would have relaxed in, and also play with everything that loser used to own him self. making them watch with regret for ever stepping in the ring and thinking they were better then him.

I tried to show that Simon was afraid to lose, that the fear of becoming a no-body was always looming over his head and the only way he could enjoy his victory was reminding the losers of what they lost to him. He mentions in the story using that fear to put him self in the moment, foolishly thinking that it gave him some sort of edge with putting so much stock in what he stood to lose.

My original idea was just to show Simon after he lost and have the winner gloat over him, put him through his paces as hes subjected to endless humiliation after endless humiliation. Always reminded of what could have been and that he bit off more then he could chew. But it was a bit too.. bland. it would have worked, it would have pushed some people's buttons. But it had nothing really unique about it. He was just another loser in the all or nothing series.

So, enter dreamy twist! Why not have Simon lose him self in a ditzy moment, some how believing for a moment that he had won and that all was still right in his world. Before I even started to write up the story, that idea shook me to my core. I knew the twist would hit hard and even make the whole cap stand out even more. One moment Simon is gloating over the loser, and the next he sinks like a stone when he finally get's his comeuppance.

Woo! I've really talked a whole hell of a lot huh? oh well, I had a lot going into this story really. It was something that I had wanted to do for a very long time and even had a dream about making this story the same week I started it. I couldn't shake the idea out of my head and it feels good to finally make something that hopefully holds a candle to the original story and Smitty's story set in the same world of Mason and Mason.

Couldn't happen to a nicer guy.

2011-06-23T19:31:00.000-07:00

So everyone cool? I'm going to guess and say you are. *giggle* I'm doing pretty well, but kinda embarrassed to throw this caption up today. Story is nice, great picture. But there is (was) some bad typo's in this one. (fun = phone? huh?)

And I'm surprised that no one ever said anything over at the haven. Sort of thing that makes you think people just blow through your cap and are just saying they enjoyed it. (it's was a really bad typo) But maybe no one else noticed it too? I mean, I didn't notice till today. (I noticed two typos really)

UPDATE: I no longer have the original file to fix it, so I had to put the jpeg into comic life and place text boxes over the problem text fields. Not ideal, but at least I got it fixed.

"you are going to regret this" or "All is forgiving"

2011-06-21T19:27:00.000-07:00

Ho ho ho! ok, enough about me. how is everyone doing? Good I hope! ^_^ I have a brand new two part caption for you all today! yay! If you just want to have your bell rung, give it a read and let me know what you think.

My hypnosis sessions are going very well. I'm working on two triggers so far and both have the same effect, to help me go under faster. but one is for me to use and one is for my friend to put me under. I also have found a lot more insight into my OCD and what possibly bothers me with all of that. So, some fun and insightful things going on. ^_^

If you would like to hear a little more with some behind the scenes stuff, then just join me after the page break. ^_^

So, I think this caption got a slightly different response at the haven then what I was going for. Of course they still enjoyed it. But no one seemed to get that Sara did not really want this and that her tormentor was just rubbing it in. Mocking her and claiming that she really had wanted this.

I've seen that sort of taunt and tease many times in TG Fiction, roleplays, (just had it happened to me actually. ) and other captions. so Maybe I was just too vague. But I seriously thought that her anger, combined with Sara's tears after he kisses her and her attempt to win, made it clear that this guy was just toying with her and she didn't want to be a girl.

Maybe it's the fact I didn't detail what had happened to her after she lost the second time. But I left in one clue in the text, "I don't care what's on the fucking line!" and had hoped that it would be enough for the readers to understand,that there was a bet placed on the rematch. Something that was a very big gamble, but Sara was angry enough to go through with it anyway.

Either way, I'm still happy with it and I wouldn't change a thing. like in real life, not everything has to be pointed out and detailed. I left the hint to help it out, but I didn't think it felt right for me to have to explain it in exact detail in their dialog.

In fact, the whole idea behind this caption was to work with two narrators, the victim and the victor. So I wanted to try and show through her dialog how she truly felt. with all of the added font works and cussing thrown in for good measure as she trains for the next match. I felt she came across just angry enough to carry over into the second half and that with how the antagonist talked down to her and mocked her situation, that he really wasn't telling the truth or concerned about Sara's true feelings. all that mattered now, was that Sara lost a second time and was now his little pet.

But, I do like how you can read the cap and see it as sort of a sweet ending. in that interpretation the antagonist's additional mocking doesn't work as well, but Sara seems OK with it. I also don't think the line "I don't care what's on the fucking line!" works either. If it was true that she did want this and that Sara was just too embarrassed to admit it, then it becomes a unneeded piece of text.

But I hope no matter how you interpret, you enjoyed it. ^_^

Early Mornings

2011-06-18T21:57:00.000-07:00

I was recently asked if I had any Pregnant captions up on my blog, and while I have made some, I didn't think I had any of them posted. So this is for all of my reader's that enjoy this theme, I hope you like it!

Read on past the page break for a little rambling.

Not too much to say, except that I was really pleased with how all of this came together. It's far removed from my normal captions of unhappy beginnings and horrific endings. Sure, it starts out a little forced, but I think anyone would feel a little uneasy and out of sorts after a change like this.

This was done for davewashere and his two for one deal over at the haven. in the rule's he suggested to show her "getting pregnant." Now normally I would take that as, "hop in the sack and opps! Came a little too soon." But I was also busy looking around for some fun new pics and I just so happened to stumble across this one. I also was trying to shake things up with new themes, new idea's, just different concepts altogether.

So that show her Getting Pregger's Suggestion turned into, really showing the different stages of her pregnancy. All of it wrapped up in a sweet and heart warming story. I surprised a few people with this caption actually, they didn't know I could make something sweet, joyful, and a bit of romanticism mixed in. But truth be told, I am a romantic at heart. Even my desires for a Mistress is deeply rooted in wanting a romantic, caring, deeply loving and trusting relationship with a woman.

It's just most of the time, the things that push my buttons are the harder, darker, twisted tales And it's also what I will first come to mind. Part of it is my preference, part of it is tradition and out of habit, And another part is just that is what I think I do well. I've discussed a couple of time's my reasons for getting into capping and sticking with it, But I also read caps to push my buttons almost 9 times out of 10. I can enjoy a well told story that does nothing for me sexually, but If I had my choice I would like it if the caption speaks to me on many different lvls. And that includes pushing my buttons, making me laugh, sad, etc. So that's what I normally try to do and it's sort of a reflex to come up with something forced and horrific by now.

Guess I had more to say then I thought..

sissy house rules

2011-06-13T04:44:00.000-07:00

So, this was a throwback to all the sissy fiction I used to read when I first got the web and well.. discovered Sissy Fiction. heh.. The plot of going to your aunt and getting sissified has been used and reused 100's of time's. But At the time, it was new and exciting to me. So I gave it a shot. ^_^

Look further for a question from the wonderfully Sweet Alectra.Read on after the page break.

(When did you start to grow a love for Mila Kunis? ^^)

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heh, I was kinda wondering when someone would ask me something like this. It's true, I have a crush on Mila, But I use her for a number of reason's. when I first joined up on yahoo, on the sanctuary, and even the haven, I felt I needed a "look". I needed a model with a bunch of pics so I could swap avatar's, but still look like "me". I wanted people to see that avatar and put two and two together, Help people to picture me as the girl in the avatar. I first started using her and crushing on her, about 7 or 8 year's ago.

Jennifer = Mila --- Mila = Jennifer

I do have a big girl crush on her, But most don't know that my choice was becuase I felt I had found "Jennifer". She just felt right to me and I was happy to think that when people saw her, they thought Jennifer. I wanted people to picture me as a girl while chatting, so this was just one way to do that. I felt it made it easier for them. ^_^

look in to my eye's and tell me I made a bad choice

Of course, That's not to say I don't like to be thought of as other women. I love being capped as all sort's of beautiful girl's and do not wish that every caption made for me, or by me, to feature Mila. I have a rather extensive list of models I would love to look like as Jennifer, but Mila is just the default setting. *giggle*

Keeping your mouth shut

2011-06-12T01:04:00.000-07:00

How about a new messy single bit of fun? I haven't been making many single caps lately, but I cut loose with this one. ^_^ I hope to do more like it soon and would hope to hear that it pushes your buttons. (which the Anonymous posting is now turned on. ^_^)

And if anyone still want's to ask questions to my Hypnotist friend, please just look at the post below and follow the rules listed there. And I still have my form spring account set if you would like to ask me anything. ^_^ And everyone can use it as well.

Questions asked! The hypnotic trance edition

2011-06-10T02:17:00.000-07:00

Huwha? How long was I out?

So yesterday I made a post about Meeting a Hypnotist online and briefly discussed my excitement and experience with it so far. Then a short time later my friend, who has been so kind to offer to do this for me, also offered to answer any questions that my reader's might have about real hypnotism.

Today's post is to provide a forum for readers to answer questions in the comment section below and he will answer them Anonymously. Please don't ask him if he can teach you too or who he is. His time is very limited and it's very sweet that he has offered to do this. Please don't take advantage of his generosity and spoil the mood. thank you and ask away! ^_^

P.S. Oh yeah.. and you can post Anonymously now! No account needed, just tell me what you think or ask a question! If you do like what you see and find your self coming here a lot please do consider following my blog. ^_^

Got my girl card! Geust Cap!

2011-06-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

This was made for me by Alleria who's been whipping these up at the haven. ^_^ They are lot's of fun and I was the first recipient! YAY! Pretty sure those Special concerns would get me a discount at most store's. what do you think?

I'm wondering how many out there know that I insert page breaks into some of these posts and keep talking? I normally try to give a heads up, but like this post I don't always do it. So maybe I should always give a heads up when I keep on talking. Live and learn!

And today's question is more of a comment from Stacy

(I really, really want a massage like that. Seriously -the full massage -mmmm. Hey I'm going to be one of those girls doing the shopping and Finsishing School routine, but I'll be listening for your screams in the ductwork when I'm lying around in my)

I'm glad you liked that caption sweetie. ^_^ As I said, I've always wanted to use one of those set's, the expression's in them are usually priceless and just perfect for the sort of story I go for.

I think Stacy is still having some comment issue's for blogger, which is a real shame since her msg got cut off. But, I believe she was refereeing near the end there that I've started to play at the D+X Institute and am making my way through the arrival thread. This is my second time giving D+X a try, the first time I didn't get an intro and was told to just jump in. It was a very big place and I had no clue on what I was doing, I found it odd that I wasn't helped along at the first, but this go around seems to be going much MUCH better! ^_^

OHH! And I met a hypnotist online! Some of you might not be into that, or laughed a little at my excitement for it. But I'm just ecstatic! I didn't even know he really practiced hypnotism, I just thought we shared a common interest and make a new friend. But hey presto! I've gone into a trance twice. ^_^ No, I'm afraid I will not tell you where I met him, who he is, or anything like that. Not becuase I'm being selfish, but becuase I wouldn't want him to be overwhelmed with anything. I'm sorry, but I just thought I would share in my excitement! :D I'm also still capping, no worries there!

Today's page breakless post is brought to you by D+X! ^_^

Feeling (Not so) Good

2011-06-07T00:00:00.000-07:00

Brand new cap up today! I've always wanted to use one of these Massage set's, but never had a story for it. But I think I came up with something that not only works out great for this story, but maybe something I can revisit in the future.

And don't worry, if your just looking for something really hot and sexy to read, then I think you won't be disappointed here. ^_^

The lingering taste of cheating

2011-06-04T17:44:00.000-07:00

So thanks to the little news post yesterday and normally waiting to post anything new for a couple of days after I post something for friends and fellow blogger's (to give it enough screen time) I can get behind on my blog posts. Of course some times that's more about personal issues and wanting to be sure I always have something new to post for you all.

Which is what this cap here is to help make up for. Thought you all might like just a pure button pusher with a fun plot. (it sounds fun to me!) Hope you enjoy! ^_^

Please Read!

2011-06-03T05:15:00.000-07:00

What?

I don't post anything personal really on my blog, i like to keep it focused on what you all come here for. ^_^ But this isn't something personal for just me, but possibly everyone in the TG/TF Community. I'll repost the article that I read over at the haven, Transformative honeymoons and thoughts of a random transexual.

Please take a few moments of your time to help out the community. If you need more reason's for why this isn't a good thing for us, please check out the petition web link near the bottom of the article and read the listed reasons there. They put it better then I ever could.

By Kelley Winters, PhD
May 28, 2011

On May 5, the American Psychiatric Association released a second round of proposed diagnostic criteria for the 5th Edition of The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-5). These include two categories that impact the trans community: Gender Dysphoria (formerly Gender Identity Disorder) and Transvestic Disorder (formerly Transvestic Fetishism).

While GID has received a great deal of attention in the press and from GLBTQ advocates, the second transvestic category is too often overlooked. This is unfortunate, because a diagnosis of Transvestic Disorder is designed to punish social and sexual gender nonconformity and to enforce binary stereotypes of assigned birth sex. It plays no role in enabling access to medical transition care for those who need it, and it is frequently cited when care is denied.http://www.gidreform.org/blog2010Oct15.html

I urge all trans community members, friends, care providers, and allies to call for the removal of this punitive and scientifically unfounded diagnosis from the DSM-5.
The current period for public comment to the APA ends June 15.

The entry in the current DSM on Transvestic Disorder, like the former entry on Transvestic Fetishism, is authored by Dr. Ray Blanchard of the Toronto Centre for Addiction and Mental Health (formerly known as the Clarke Institute). Blanchard has drawn outrage from the transcommunity for his defamatory theory of autogynephilia,
http://www.gidreform.org/blog2008Nov10.html
asserting that all transsexual women who are not exclusively attracted to males are motivated to transition by self-obsessed sexual fetishism.

He is canonizing this harmful stereotype of transsexual women in the DSM-5 by adding an autogynephilia specifier to the Transvestic Disorder diagnosis.
http://www.dsm5.org/ProposedRevision/Pages/proposedrevision.aspx?ri...

Worse yet, Blanchard has broadly expanded the diagnosis to implicate gender-nonconforming people of all sexes and all sexual orientations,
even inventing an autoandrophilia specifier to smear transsexual men.
Most recently, he has added an "In Remission" specifier to preclude the possibility of exit from diagnosis.
Like a roach motel, there may be no way out of the Transvestic Disorder diagnosis once ensnared.

What You Can Do Now

1. Go to the http://www.dsm5.org/proposedrevision/pages/proposedrevision.aspx?rid=189
APA DSM-5 website, click on "Register Now," create a user account, and enter your statement in the box.
The deadline for this second period of public comment is June 15.

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2. Sign the Petition to Remove Transvestic Disorder from the DSM-5,
sponsored by the International Foundation for Gender Education.
http://dsm.ifge.org/petition/

3. Demand that your local, national, and international GLBTQ nonprofit organizations
issue public statements calling for the removal of this defamatory Transvestic Disorder category from the DSM-5.
So far, very few have.

4. Spread the word to your networks, friends, and allies.

http://www.gidreform.org/blog2010Oct15.html for More Information

Cross-posted with additional comments at the
http://gidreform.wordpress.com/2011/05/26/transvestic-disorder-the-...
GID Reform Advocates Blog.

Sorry to bother you sir

2011-06-02T04:24:00.000-07:00

Would you believe I made this caption after bob newhart's stand up routine? And would you believe that Deementia guessed that it was the first time? yeah, I don't believe any of that either, but it's true!

I was very surprised the first time I got it in my head to base a caption on bob newhart in anyway, but it worked out surprisingly well I think. Of course I knew I had to make it for Dee over at deelusions of grandeur, she enjoys pop culture references and off the wall ideas and does a great job of blending them in with the usual TG aesthetics. In fact, I think she's one of the best caption authors that deal with that sort of thing.

My own attempts at that sort of thing could be likened to getting hit on the head with a book full of quotes from cult classics or video games. Which isn't a bad thing, but I'm always impressed with how Dee can make a subtle reference here and there and not derail the story.

That's why I'm very proud of this caption here, I think out of all of the captions I've done for Dee over the years, this is the closest I've come to matching her style and I think also matching what she looks for in a caption. You don't have to know a thing about bob newhart or his stand up too enjoy the caption, but for those that do it ad's it's own little charm to it I think. Oh, and if you don't know of Bob newhart or his stand-up, then you should fix that right away! ^_^

The picture changed up my original idea, but i thought the girl in the picture was just a perfect match for the story. Not to mention that she's only wearing stockings and heels, which is something Dee enjoys quite a bit. In the end I some how turned a very cute story of king kong and a night watchman's first day on the job, into a cute smuty office cap.

One more taste commentary

2011-05-31T21:09:00.000-07:00

I meant to put up this post yesterday, but I had some things to take care of over at the haven. But, here's today's follow up to one more taste.

But first, I have a question!

(how long you been at this)
I've been at this since around 2003 or 04 I think. I had started at the Feeling Feeme Sanctuary, (back then it was The Bimbo Sanctuary) And began capping there and kept it up for about a year. Then I was invited to help beta test the haven, that went on for a year till it finally opened it's doors to everyone. I haven't made many caps compared to some, But I also never gave up the drive to want to make more captions. I've been doing this blog for about 3 years now and have had a real blast with it. ^_^

Spoilers ahead for One more taste

I said I was going to go into more details about one more taste, but I'm having a hard time starting up. So, I guess I should just start from the beginning.

First off, the story is a direct follow up to My name is. I mention it in the beginning of the story and even use one of the pics from that set when it starts to transition into the memory. I knew that I wanted to continue that plot before I even started work on my name is. I just wasn't sure that I could carry a story that long with just the widow changing and being used by all of the slave traders, it would have still been just as long as this one was, but only the widow.

That's when I got the idea to include caitlyn in the story, she has really enjoyed the previous widow's story's, and it's very fitting that I played off of one her turned girls. I didn't get to do that with any of the other widows victims, just highlighting how she stalks her prey and her personality. But Smitty's Suckubi tales had done this sort of thing a bunch of times, so i really wanted to give it a shot my self.

Caitlyn was the first person that i thought of adding to the story, the whole plot seemed to unfold and what I thought would end up as a dull sexual orgy of the widow hunting her prey, turned into a very sexy plot that was centered around her. It was just a perfect match and surprisingly easy to fit in her prefs with the suckubus Universe. It was just the layouts that took me quite a while to do.. That and the end of it was a little harder to wrap up and find just the right pictures for it.

The clouds effect for the memory transition was just a little experimentation to try and illustrate the powers of the Widow. The little fading thing she does at the end of the 2nd panel is a trick I've seen in comics and manga's before, so I thought it helped to illustrate that scene change to the memory all the more. I was a little worried i was either not using enough clouds, or too many clouds in the cap. not enough and it would look poor and loose it's effect some, and too much and it just ruins the cap, Think I made the right decision.
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My favorite, and seems to be everyone Else's, is the one on one conversation with the widow. it's also where I put the most attention to detail as well. All of the backgrounds were had picked by me after hours of searching for flower wallpaper's. i went with flowers becuase, well thats what the widow kept comparing Caitlyn too. Besides the sexual innuendo behind it, it was also showing that Caitlyn was just starting to bloom as a suckubi and the widow's passion she had felt for her. The fact that there was someone who was relatively innocent in one of the worst places in the world excited her. And she hates goody two shoes, so it was confusing and new to her.

So the one on one chat with caitlyn had to be different and had to be special. The text that shows up in the first couple of pages for the scene was also an attempt to convey that. For one, it showed the special connection she had with her daughters and the hold she had over them, and it also helped to show that she was very passionate towards caitlyn, the widow was having a hard time expressing her self, so she fell back into controling self. if you notice, the words sometimes curl up and caress Caitlyn. Like the widow was soaking up every moment with her new pet. Which she was.. ^_^

Believe it or not, the last pic of caitlyn is from another series of pics altogether, I needed something that fit the end better then what was in the pink bedroom set. So a little editing took care of the green stuff, you might still be able to make it out, but i think it works. And there's even some clue's in the widow's/Tommy's text to let you know that it's actually the widow speaking. The way she trails off in mid sentence is something the widow did at the beginning when she was talking to the head man of the whole operation. It's sort of a quirk of her's to just trail off like what your concerned with isn't that important to her.

Not to mention that some of the thing's the widow was saying was the sort of stuff she was trying to say earlier to caitlyn. It's very fitting too that the widow had to hide to show her true feelings, since Caitlyn uses this as her signature on the haven. Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth. She wanted to tell caitlyn that she was special, that she meant something to her and had reignited a spark. But the Widow only knew how to answer back with cruelty and just getting what she wanted, faking any other emotions she might feel. But in Caitlyn, she saw a vessel, someone to live through and almost be reborn.

Because Caitlyn didn't deserve it, the widow never would have sucked him dry if he hadn't been there. it was so puzzling to her, but it also showed her that caitlyn was just like all of the girls the widow pretends to be when she hunts her prey. She was a nice guy/girl that was in a situation way over her head, it was unfair to caitlyn but completely against her power to change it. So the widow saw someone that she could use as a tool and someone that could experience everything the widow can't. Now caitlyn means more to her then just an object, But it took disguising her self as tommy before she would ever admit that. it's just such a shame that the widow only knows one way to show affection...

And almost done with my stream of consciousness commentary here, but I wanted to talk about the plot twists in the caption. First, the twist of focusing mostly on Caitlyn. I already talked about that, but I think putting Caitlyn in the staring role gave the series the extra ompf! that the story needed. Second, the twist on Caitlyn being the bosses son helped to explain why he was there, why he put up with everything, and also brought her back to the start, even this despicable person had something to lose and could shake him to his very core. So when i finally switched back to the present, it was almost like two different people, the widow had attacked him through his son. Which is another reason the widow picked caitlyn like she did.

and finally, the new power I had introduced in this caption. I'm pleased as punch that Smitty and caitlyn enjoyed that twist, I knew i needed to do something that would shock and surprise the reader's. Smitty dose it often, if not every time with the suckubi story's he's made and it was something I hadn't done yet. I was pretty nervous about adding in anything that might change up the suckubi's arsenal, but I guess I have a pretty good handle on what they are all about becuase it went over very well.

The text box trick was the work of hours of manipulation, i can't begin to tell you how i did it, Because it's actually a glitch, that's not what's supposed to happen, but it's how I wanted to do it. I'm not sure why, but for some reason the black text box over another text box wouldn't show up and let me bland them with one another. Every time i tried it would just obscure one another, but after about 20 try's it finally worked! i really have no clue how or why, but it wouldn't have worked better if I did anything else. So I'm happy I got it to work some how.

Ok, I think I'm done for now. i was more or less just writing up things that came to mind as I was writing the post. It's just a little bonus commentary for the series becuase of how much work and effort I put into it. I'm just very pleased with how it turned out and that Smitty and Caitlyn enjoyed it as much as they did.

One more taste. 25 pages!

2011-05-29T20:59:00.000-07:00

OK, I've been working on this for about a month now and finally got it finished! I'm sure there's some error's in it, but I'm way excited to get it up. I'll let the story speak for it self and do a write up about it tomorrow. It's another Suckubus caption, so if you enjoyed the rest, I hope you like this one. ^_^

Bit off More then you could chew! A Female to male TF

2011-05-27T22:35:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! A totally Brand new caption today, very excited to be saying that again! ^_^ I do have to warn you, this isn't a male to female cap, It's the other way around. But, i think it's a good story with a nice lay out, and plenty of humiliation. :D

Before I talk about the caption, I have a couple of questions from from Formspring, yay!

(can you tell me who i am in past life)
Well, if your asking me if i can make a caption about that, then yes! Today's caption is sort like that! But I don't have my crystal ball with me, so I can't help you out for real. *giggle*

(i want to feel like women what to do)
I can only make you feel like that in a story or fantasy Sweetie, I wish I could do it for real. But if you really want to feel like a woman, then i would get in touch with a Gender therapist and consult with some professional's. Rebecca Molay's Site has a good resource of links for this sort of information. But I can help out in a make believe sort of way. ^_^

And now on to today's caption!

I spent a few days on this one, went through a few drafts to get it just right and down to the specific requests from Vancouverite over at the haven. She had a different, but exciting Suggestion for a TG caption. I felt like I could do it and also help try and break my writer's block. First let's look at what was Requested, if you haven't read the cap then please do, so you don't spoil anything.

What I Want

I want a caption that tells me three key pieces of information:
1. Who was I before I was cursed?
2. Why did the witch put a curse on me? Was it something I did to her? Describe the incident and my reaction / feelings (shock, anger, horror) toward what she is going to do to me.
3. What was her reasoning behind adding these traits to me as a male (something the female me would not like at all)?
   1. An interest in science fiction TV shows (Star Trek: TNG, Stargate SG-1, Firefly, Battlestar Galactica, etc.)
   2. Attraction to women, particularly females that are short, have a pretty face, and have some healthy curves (boobs, small waist, hips, booty). As a male, I find it difficult to not stare at cleavage. I have had very little romantic success with this type of woman (i.e. they are out of my league).
   3. Small penis (feel free to throw in some light small penis humiliation)
   4. Not very tall for a man (5 foot 7 inches)
The biggest hurdle i had with this cap was figuring out how to convince Jeff that he used to be a woman. I went into a lot of detail for my first draft and i just could not fit it all into one caption. I also ended up making Jeff as much of a jerk as The witch was. I wanted to make it clear that she deserved to be punished, but not so much that she deserved this cruel of a punishment. I like it when it's not so much an eye for an eye, as it is and eye for and eye, arm and a leg. I think it makes the humiliation and over all forced nature of the cap stand out much more. But I've rambled on too long already, so here it is, my first draft of the story.
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Hey Sweetness! It's been a real long time hasn't it? You don't remember me? Ugh.. no wonder you have to pay girls just to sleep with you! Can't even remember the most important woman in your life! Well, second most important maybe... Confused? Don't worry, just let me fill you in on all of the juicy details. Now maybe your thinking I just got lucky with that paying for sex thing, but isn't it a little too much of a coincidence for some stranger out of the blue to email you about it just days after you broke down and couldn't stand the loneliest anymore? Aww.. poor baby, just wanted too feel the touch of a woman. Surprised she didn't offer to do you for free, not like you could do much for her with what your packing. Right stud?

Ohh... ouch! How would I know about your little dinky pinky as well? Or that you catch old reruns of some dated sci-fi show every night of your life? I mean really, you think your going to really nab a babe with a man clitty and speaking in some strange made up language? Ok, maybe I'm being a little unfair, I have no idea if you can speak Kronan or what ever it is you nerds call it. But i do know that my index finger is bigger then your 3 inch willy. *snicker* I think my thumb is bigger round too.. Too bad all of that is when your hard, almost like you should have been born a chick huh? Do you have to sit to pee to even aim that thing? Guess I should start explaining my self now. After all, i know soo much about you, even more then you know.. Ever wonder why your whole life just feels like some ancestor screwed up in a past life and you got the short end of the stick? (Get it? it's another small penis joke.) Well, that's because it's true! Well, partly true.. You may have noticed the file attachment, if you haven't already, go on and open her up.

See her? Pretty little thing huh? Kind of girl you would give your right nut for huh? She's just your type too, young, athletic, popular, and a nice rack too. Better then the budding pair of man boobs you have growing there. Ever hear of a gym? Yeah, you need one. No girl, especially one like her, will ever give you the time of day. Trust me.. I know what I'm talking about. Let me tell you, this girl looks like a goddess, but she's a real bitch. The kind of girl that you have no idea how she even has any friends, much less keep them around. But she did, she had dozens. Maybe it was just that fake smile you could throw them. Opps.. I guess I spoiled the surprise.. Yep, Give her a good look, something about her eyes are a little haunting aren't they? Maybe familiar? Don't worry, it will all start sinking in. If your still reading this Email, then i think you already know that I'm telling the truth.

It all started 25 years ago, Back when things were good, back when you had the world in your pocket. You could crack a joke and no matter how corny it was, everyone would laugh and laugh. it was a little sickening to be honest. You were so shallow back then, you looked great on the outside. but on the inside, you just used people. And god forbid if someone beneath you even attempted make friends and just forget about asking you out on a date! Nope, just like your friends they only saw what was on the surface, Never seeing your rotten core. You took one look at a guy and would cut him down before he could say Marry me! Sometimes you would even drag the poor lonely souls along just to hear how great you were, and then once you were done with them you wouldn't answer any of their phone calls. They never even got to wine and dine you, you wouldn't let them get that chummy. but you did accept any gifts or praise, like it was your birthright or something.

You couldn't see that these poor boys were just looking for love. Sure, they were dazzled by your beauty, but they all wanted something more. And you just weren't capable of giving back. All you could ever do was take, take, TAKE! Someone, Anyone! had to put you in your place. You needed to see exactly what it was you were doing to them! If any of this is sounding familiar, it should. This is the kind of girl you would bend over backwards for, isn't it? No matter how many times you think you learned your lesson, you reason that your a nice guy, not in shape, not even very tall either. I think that hooker was taller then you even with out her heels. How sad was it when you had to look up into the eyes of the girl you were paying to suck your baby dick? Bet that humiliation is still eating you up.. The price of a little companionship may have been too high for you, that look in that whores eyes haunts you still. Imagine, she's taking money to sleep with you and she felt sorry for you!

Sorry about that sweetie, I got a little off topic. But I am having soo much fun catching up with you! i mean, this is just like old times really. You see, while you are a super nice guy and you aren't that great looking, Little out of shape, a bit of a small fry, and a total dweeb! None of the girls you go for will give you the time of day. And the sad truth is, they never will! Because YOU never would look past any imperfections and so I watched you, I knew what sort of ugly person you were, because unlike your older more attractive self, I can look past whats on the surface and see what really matter's.

Look at the picture again sweetness, See that? That was the last picture that was ever taking of that bitch queen Linda. I told you then that this was your fate, i told you that you would fawn over women just like you, and you would become what you despise most of all. A decent human being. Because despite all off your flaws Jeff, you are a good guy. It's just such a shame that you have to learn Linda's lesson. She hated men like you, men that would give her the moon if she would just look at them. it was all she could do to keep from hurling as she accepted rings, bracelets, and earrings. But she got what she wanted, she got things. She needed things.. and now that's what you are! A thing, just to be used up and abused by women just like Linda.

Don't believe me? Keep staring at that picture, it will come back to you... See you princess!
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Almost a completely different story in terms of the how and why, But I worked on it a little more before I finally just rewrote the story into what it is now. The first thing I cut was the out of shape angle, I thought it made the witch more cruel and played on the humiliation of his new life more, but that was not in the original request so I needed to get rid of it. It was still too long though, so I had to also drop even more stuff.

Things like The hooker being taller then he was, all of the boyfriends that she would just use and throw away, And more of the small penis humiliation and convincing. Some stuff I really didn't want to cut, but even after all of that it was still too much to fit into one cap. So, I finally decided to rethink the story and what it was i wanted to do for it. Which was to believably convince Jeff, make it more unfair for him and include everything that was in the original request. I'm really happy with the new version and think I did just that! ^_^ Many others felt the same way too, I got lots of great feedback over at the haven.

And in case you missed it, there's a few Easter egg's in the desktop, so before reading on see if you can find them all! If not, then just read this cheat sheet! There's even some things you can't see, but I did anyway hoping I could put it in the cap. ^_^

A open page for the battle star galactica Wiki.
A star trek wallpaper in the background.
A google search for male enhancement.
A open page for a search for Petite big breasted women in google image search.
A new E-mail made for this cap titled Valeria curses. Valeria being the name of the witch in the cap.
And I even added the picture as a file attachment, Really hated I had to cut that detail.

Ok, I think that's everything! ^_^ I wish I had seen that the folder for the cap itself was in the back, but I had to send and resend the email 3 times, and I had to take a pic of the desktop about 6 times before I finally finished it. So just having the one mistake isn't that bad considering I guess. Hope you all enjoy it!

Lucky girl

2011-05-21T23:22:00.000-07:00

Well, while I search the web for a picture or two to help inspire me, I thought I should make a post to my blog and not leave everyone hanging again. ^_^

Today's caption was made for The Goddess Mistress simone. And Guest stars.. ME! heh.. I could not resist putting my self under her heel's, or.. behind her closet wall I guess. *giggle*

I know I've said it many times in the past, but it was the picture that gave me the idea in the first place. How ever instead of the picture telling me the story, it showed me how I should lay it out instead. All that open space was just too good not to take advantage of it.

And I'm not sure why, but I could have swore I answered back to Mistress Simone in the original thread where this was posted. Perhaps I answered back in private, But just to be a good little pet. (Now knock once if you want to have someone slide a cock inside you, sweetie.) *Bang* *Bang*

On her way

2011-05-19T22:50:00.000-07:00

So sorry that I haven't been updating recently. But I've been busy at the haven and also trying to troubleshoot my laptop.. Not to mention personal issues that come up and the free time I do have going to creating new captions for everyone. ^_^

But I have what is basically a Blog exclusive for everyone today. I didn't feel right about posting it to the haven, so I gave it to Misschinagirl in private. You can read the cap and find out why, or join me after the break and keep reading.

Little warning, the method of transformation is.. a little brutal when you think about it. I also have a Question to answer! YAY!

So Misschinagirl had mentioned to me in chat, (and I think it's in her prefs) that she liked the idea of having hedge clippers being the method of change. Of course it's a little unrealistic, but most things in a TG caption are. At the time I was in the mood to get a little mean, so it sounded perfect. I had just made her P.S.B.M Which was also very dark and painful and It had gone over pretty well, so I was ready to dish out a little more pain.

As I said then, she likes being changed into a Asian girl in the most painful way possible and is destined to mother dozens of children in her new life. I didn't focus on the clippers as much I had planed too, but I think I got the point across that it wasn't a pleasant experience for her. The image that it might conjure in your mind would be pretty extreme, so that's why I kept it away from the haven. The way her captor is teasing and taunting her is my favorite part of the whole story, I tried to strike a balance between the violent transformation and her new life. I think I did an ok job with it. ^_^

(What is the most naughty thing you have written in a cap? and the nicest thing? And the most silly?)

The most naughty? I'm not sure what the naughtiest thing is, I guess it depends on your limits on that sort of stuff. In one Caption I gave a girl a sore and scratchy throat because of the not so gentle skull fucking she was forced to endure. In another caption, I had one girl fall asleep while crossdressing, only to be rudely woken up when a friend of her's came on her pantie covered ass. And finally, in another one I had a girl chug down ice cold cum.

The nicest thing I've ever writing would have to go to a pregnant caption I made here while back. I surprised a lot of people with how sweet and heartwarming the story was. ^_^

And finally the most silly.. I've made a few funny caps over the years, but the most silly would have to be Blending in. I was making a few captions for Courtney and had to work around her No nudity pref. So I added some stars over her nipples and gave her a talking bunny sidekick. *giggle*

It never does

2011-05-10T00:41:00.000-07:00

I made this one for the vivacious Mistress Simone a few months back. I normally only ever caption her Mistress personality, mostly because when I think of Simone, I think of Mistress Simone the goddess. ^_^ But, I had really wanted to play around with her other personalty's as well. In this case, the submissive Chloe.

Click the title of the post if you want to hear me ramble on some more.^_^

The picture for this one, (like most of my captions) gave me the idea for the story and what I wanted to do with it. Ok, so it's a simple plot but I do really enjoy it regardless. It's straight and to the point and helps to push some buttons for those that are into this sort of thing.

I think if I had more then just the one picture, I could have dragged this scene out a little more. Maybe have Chloe and her friend discuss things first, slowly convincing her to taste the elixir. Even have fond memory's, old arguments, and just good times they each shared together come up during the course of the cap. Try and re-convince Chloe that her friend is still her friend and that he wouldn't do anything to really upset that, he's just playing around with her and things will go back to normal if she just plays along. (Not true of course)

Because I think if this cap fall's apart at any time it's how fast he was able to get her to taste the elixir. After being tied up and turned into a girl, I think it would probably take hours of convincing (if not days) for her friend to get her to taste it. But I only had the one picture so I boiled it down to the key points I wanted to play around with.

I also would have liked to have gave Chloe the upper hand in the end because I know Simone enjoys that. I think the way the story is set up, I could have done that pretty easily. She just needed to get her hands on more of the elixir or what ever it was that taught her friend the spells in the first place. But I could only do so much with the one picture. And for what it is, I like it. ^_^

Just another day

2011-05-06T23:09:00.000-07:00

I'll be getting back to some of my comic life stuff here soon. But I wanted to show off one of my caps that while it isn't overtly sexual in the pictures, it is still rated xxx. In this case, it's more of a fluff piece about a new sissy husband with a heavy focus on humiliation.

I had wanted to show off Maybe it was always there, But turns out I had already posted it. Then I thought about Bad boy, Good girl, Bad girl. But I had already posted that as well.
And I could have still posted things like, Air head bimbo, I'm ready, Help your self, The truth will set you free. and many more.

I thought it would be fun to highlight some of my stuff like this when Smitty brought it up to me the other day. It reminded me how much I enjoy doing stuff like that and how it dosen't always take a dirty picture to get my dirty mind going.

Of course the first pic in the set is a bit risque, it still dosen't show any naughty bits. Oh, and the caption may have focused to much on the jar...

My summer as a cheerleader. Worst caption?

2011-05-05T19:27:00.000-07:00

I know everyone must be breaking their neck to come and see what the title for today's post is all about, so I'll get right to it! heh

(What is the worst caption you've ever made, and what would you do now to fix it?)

Click the title to see my answer!

Well, there's a few I might put in this category, but if I had to pick just the one it would be this one right here. It started as a fun concept to try and make a trailer for a TG Movie. Sounds good right? The idea works I guess, but it's the huge error in the story that earns it the title of "worst cap ever". Besides the typos in the cap, (almost all of my stuff has that anyway.) It's called "My summer as a cheerleader" but it takes place around Halloween... I would like to say that I was drunk or something, but at best it was just a little late when I wrote this up.

Now, I can sort of explain how it happened. I first got the idea to do some summer popcorn flick caption and would work out the details of the story later once I got to writing it up. The title for the caption came first, But yeah.. I should have worked on the details for the story first instead. because once I got started I had the brilliant idea to throw in a Halloween party to explain away the reason for dressing up in the first place. Completely forgetting that It takes place in the summer.. I just thought, "Halloween! Duhuh! sound's good" (I LOVE Halloween!)

It's not even the worst part really, when I finally found out about the mistake it was like 2 years later when someone pointed out the error to me. This was after I had gotten quite a few comments for it, not only on the haven but at the Feeling femme sanctuary. It was at the sanctuary where I got the comment about the error, but since it's a ms paint cap I can't really fix it with out doing it all over again.

And as far as what I would do to fix it? Change the party to some summer weekend party probably. But I have done something similar to this concept recently and it came out sooo much better!

Vanilla

2011-05-01T22:27:00.000-07:00

So simple, and the only other candle gimmick caption I made. I know I could do it much better now.

So Smitty just wrapped up a requested story, I'm sure I would have made the comments anyway, but It's a wonderful offer and I took him up on it. I asked him to uh.. well.. The words "wreck me" And "make it hurt" were used and I think I got what I asked for! He based it on one of my favorite Storys All or nothing By Trisha.

I'm working on some newer stuff and even have plans for a interactive caption, but I'll go into more detail's about it soon.

ocean breeze

2011-04-28T22:09:00.000-07:00

Another blast from my past. While it is very simple and has it's flaw's, I think I ultimately accomplished what I set out to do. Which was create a relaxing story that focused on a certain scent.

It was from a time when I was experimenting with various gimmicks and one of them was TF candles. I've heard many times over the years that the sense of smell is the strongest tied to memory and that's why I came up with the idea in first place. A story that you would be brought back to when you smell what scent was featured in the story. It helps if you actually have a candle like the one in the story though...

I could do a much better job with this gimmick now a days I think. But for my first attempt at something like this, it's not that bad. I made this one for my Friend Cindy which is also why I went with Ocean breeze as the candle scent. She loves the ocean and all things water based. Plus, it usually smells wonderful. ^_^

P.S.B.M

2011-04-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

One of my older MS Paint captions I did. Not as pretty as my newer stuff, but I think the story makes up for it. There's a few typos in this thing, I noticed them then and I noticed them now. but unfortunately, Ms paint isn't as forgiving as comic life is. There was no quick and easy edit, I either had to post it as is or redo the whole thing.

I was going to post Alone with my thoughts
But as it turns out, I already posted that one. I wanted to go over a certain theme in that story, but don't feel right discussing it with out an example caption to go along with it. Who knows, maybe I will revisit some of my older posts one day.

Be warned, this one has a bit of pain to go along with the pleasure. heh, you know, In case you couldn't tell from looking at it..

P.S.B.M. Stands for Pain Slut Baby Machine of course! But you might have guessed that if you read the caption already.

I did this for Misschinagirl over at the haven, she enjoys being turned into an Asian girl in usually the most painful way possible and normally ends up having a ton of kids for her new husband or men in her life.

The pain slut angle sounded like a fun one to try out. I don't get to use many of these nipple clamp pictures, so when it came time to caption Miss Sadjadi, I let it all out! From her transformation, to the shipping and even well into her future, her new sex slave life is full of birthing baby's, floggings, clamps, and nursing her many many children in between her sexual beatings.

Speaking of clamps and flogs, I can't believe the Sub-shop still has all of their merch 50% off! I could spend a small fortune at that place.. I thought I would mention it in case anyone out there didn't know about the sale. I've ordered from them once before and it was a very discrete and enjoyable purchase. Highly recommended! ^_^

Don't jump in blindly.

2011-04-23T23:11:00.000-07:00

Wow.. Ok, So I don't really trust the stats that come with this place... But It's saying I got 12,182 yesterday! That's 2 to 3 times more then my best day! So No matter if it's wrong or right, I'm sticking with that number. :D

Did this one for Heather69 over at the haven. It was during a bit of a caption spree from me and I had 8 caps I owed Heather. I've mentioned it before, but because I had 8 of them to do I got to mess around with lots of her prefs and mix and match them.

She had one for Small penis humiliation and it's a topic I never played with before. I think it came out pretty well. ^_^ I also ended up taking her voluntary and male to shemale prefs for it and came up with something short and sweet.

Little girl time

2011-04-22T19:16:00.000-07:00

How about a Cross dresses worst nighmare? Not much to say about the story with out spoiling it for first time readers. I made this for a Sweet girl Sammie. I had fun with this one, but the layout is not my best. But I did use the bright colors to play off the fun little girl time she's having.

Logo From my good Friend Ashley who runs her own Caption blog with funny, cute, dark, forced and even humiliation. You will probably find something that pushes those buttons.

My name is...

2011-04-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

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Please forgive me for the lack of updates lately, things have been not so good around here and I haven't felt like making a post or many comments. But, the last couple of days I did manage to get a new caption done! Yay! Actually, a new series!

If your here at TG Caps of Defiance, then I'm going to assume you enjoy forced dark tales as much as I do. So I hope this caption touch's those dark naughty places of your minds. I know it did mine!

It's inspired (again) by Smitty's Suckubus Series. It's not going to be for everyone out there, but it really gets to me. Most of the suckubus tales are fun reads with great characters. but the last 3 in his universe have rocked my sick world, So I recommend you give it a shot. If you liked my widow's web caption, you can get a taste of what the series is like and the possibility the universe provides for story telling.

I set out to make a more detailed introduction to the widow suckubus I had created in my single length caption. I put a lot into her character to try and set her apart from the other suckubi's that Smitty had already played around with. Each one had their own style and personalty, and even methods for how they hunted prey. even some that didn't so much as hunt, as they just fed when needed. If you have read the single length caption and the post that went with it, you know what your in for in this series. if not, I'll let the caption speak for it self.

And just a side note on the Jennifer story. I still fully intend to continue on with it, But I don't think I can do it justice with how I'm feeling right now and trying to push out a caption when it dosen't just come easy to me. The series is my pet project and I want to be at my best for it when I do continue. It's a real shame that the last few panels I had been working on got deleted when they did. but I can take that and just learn to make a copy of my series length captions.

Before I move on to the caption, I have a new question from Formspring. ^_^

What drives you to make caps and why do you think it drives you to make caps? from MissAlectra

Fun question! And today's caption is very appropriate too! ^_^ I started making captions as tribute captions for authors who's work I really enjoyed. Then I got into trades and that's where I really started to get a feel for my style. I like forced, darker, humiliating captions that are unapologetic about the twisted situations featured in them. i know I'm not the only one that enjoys that stuff, but back when I first started, they were very few of them around. Someone would throw in a joke or have the Changed victim in the cap fully embrace the situation they found themselves in, and wound up undoing everything that had lead up to that point and giving it a happy ending.

Those endings were jarring and disappointing to me. I'll admit my tastes aren't everyone's cup of tea, but there are more people out there that enjoy a caption that starts on a dark note and ends on one. I make captions to push people's buttons and I make many that do not follow this particular preference. One of the things that drives me to make these captions, is the days when I would seek out caps just like this and come up empty handed.

I'm not saying thats the only kind of caption I enjoy. If I make a cap, I usually like something in it no matter if it's willing or unwilling or even eventually acceptance. But I try to work with the forced theme as much as possible Because it's not only my top kink in captions, but because I know there's more people out there that possibly will end up disappointed when they go to scratch that itch. it's not really the case now a days, there's plenty of people that produce forced tales almost daily. But at one time there was only a handful of these caps in a sea of willing captions and I do my part to offer something someone like me, will enjoy and read again and again.

Even the name for my blog reflects that. I put in my name because.. well, it's my name. And I put in TG caps because that's what I would put in the search phrase while looking for captions. I wanted to make it easy on anyone that was looking for caps, and it seems to have worked according to the stats on my blog searches. (Most people find my blog by just putting in TG Caps) And finally defiance, because I wanted people to know that more then likely the person in my caps were not going to give in and accept their fate. They were still being forced and they still fought against their captors through out the story.